I'd love to masturbate in front of clothed women but I only got to do it once. I have a rampant sph fetish and always fantasize this scenario. The one and only time in front of two clothed women happened while sitting in some very tall grass and weeds in a park. There was myself and two female friends and it came anout after a copious amount of wine and a couple of spliffs. One of them noticed I had an erection in my track pants and cheekily asked me to pull it out. They were amused at how small my cock was but not in a hard cutting manner. They wanted to watch me play with myself and I definitely wanted to oblige. They didnt chastise me about my size while I was doing it but I wished they did. However the pure thrill of them fully clothed watching me playing with my little dick made me cum very stong and very quickly. Immediately after I felt deeply embarrssed but,it was worth it and I would love to do it again.
My main kink is pee. I like most versions of it except for desperation. Very into self-wetting in pull-ups and diapers. It's not even just for the sexual satisfaction. It honestly feels so soothing and relaxing to have to pee and be able to just let it go without caring, and the sensation of warmth spreading over my crotch and butt without feeling wet. I wet myself in public. However, I am careful about it and do my best not to leak or let it be seen. It's happened a few times but I try to avoid it because I'm not into exhibitionism and don't want to others uncomfortable. I just like the freedom of wetting myself so casually. Also, I earnestly do have accidents sometimes. But I also admittedly let myself have them, such as allowing quick leaks go all the way. And plenty of times, I'll just do it to do it if I have to go and already have a pull-up or diaper on and feel safe that it's not going to leak. Or wouldn't be noticeable if it did. Probably the most public and unbridled activity that I'm into is changing myself in front of people and/or being changed by someone else. The most thrilling of all is being changed in front of other people. I love it so much. And it's not even an adult-baby thing. It's about the rush of confidence and comfort from putting myself in such a vulnerable position yet neither myself nor the person changing me feeling awkward or vulnerable about it at all. I wish it could happen all the time but I only have a few friends who like doing it.
I am an exhibitionist, which as a man - not an easy thing to be. The vast-vast majority of women are not visually driven sexually. So that leaves exhibiting for males, which I do, and I enjoy - but geez a few ladies here and there would be refreshing.
I had a shirt that was soaking wet that I wanted to dry quickly. So I hung it from the ceiling of my patio overhang, and pointed a HUGE fan towards the shirt when the weather was 112 deg. F. The shirt kinked up in about 5 minutes, ending up looking like a roly-poly bug.
I asked a couple I know (Richard and Eunice) if they would be into me watching them have sex. It came about after a night out and I was crashing at their place because I had a long trek to get home by public transport and it was very cold and rainy. We got into a conversation about kinky sex play - not our personal indulgences but things like various group sex scenarios and other people we suspected may engage in them. The subject of dogging came up as we had all seen a documentary on the scene. Anyway I definitely got aroused by this chat and I knew Richard had because of the obvious giant bulge in his trousers and Eunice seemed animated in a way that suggested she may have wet panties. In the heat of this I boldly asked if they would be into somebody watching them having sex. They both didn't reject the idea off hand and Eunice confessed she had indulged fantasies of exhibitionist sex but wasn't sure that she would actually partake in it for real. We nibbled around the subject a bit more and I definitely had a strong urge to see Eunice naked and being fucked by Richards big cock. My only unspoken reservations revolved around the fact that Eunice would see my very tiny penis ( as far as I knew neither of them were aware that I have a tiny dick) This potential embarrassment was amplified by the obvious fact that there was a banana in Richards pants that would highlight the pathetic size of my little dink in comparison. Before I go any further I want to highlight that I had fancied Eunice from the first time I had met her about 6 months or so previous to this. Richard I have known longer but we are only casual friends as part of my larger social circle. I had it in the back of my mind if she ever split from him I would try to get in her pants. ( she looks a helluva a lot like the cute little curly haired actress in the TV series 'Ozark' - super sexy. ) In my experience even though size doesn't matter being known to have a tiny penis is not a great selling point. The other thing is that I have a rampant SPH fetish which often over rides these type of concerns. As much as I would love to fuck Eunice the potential thrill of her seeing my little prick and on top of that wanking while Richard fucks her was enough for me to take a leap and suggest that I wouldn't mind indulging them and volunteer to be the audience if they wished to explore the fantasy. ( by the by this is relative ancient history and I haven't actually been in contact with either of them since pre- covid times) They seemed a bit taken aback by my over zealous suggestion but only very briefly. Eunice looked to Richard and asked him straight up what he thought about the idea - he pondered it and told me if we did this I wouldn't be hands on - look but don't touch. (In retrospect I think part of that was because he didn't know I had a baby dick but more likely he just didn't fancy the idea of him watching as another guy fucks his girl) - after a bit more pondering we dove into it with the proviso that anyone of us can tap out at anytime and the brakes will be applied. Glad to provide more details as I can recall them but the synopsis is that we all enjoyed a 'one off' experience. They were both obviously a bit surprised when they saw my tiny penis - I was not surprised at how big his cock is nor how amazing it was to see a naked Eunice let alone wanking my tiny dick while he fucked her little ass off. She obviously enjoyed it very much and admitted afterwards that she indeed got a huge kick out of being watched. - and the bonus!! I got to fuck her - no great shakes for her because I came in seconds and was never going to match Richard's prowess. There was no actual comment in regards to my baby penis but the sph of the whole encounter has been wank material ever since. Just seeing Eunice naked and her seeing my tiny cock is grist for the masturbation mill but actually getting to fuck her and toy with her cute little body is a super bonus. I don't think Richard felt threatened at all - suspect the opposite being a major ego boost
