Strange connection

A long time ago I was in a store checking out and I handed the cashier my money and he started to hand me back my change and as he did he lightly grabbed my hand to put the change in. He was deaf and I think it was his way of communicating or connecting with people. It caught me off guard but not in a bad way. I hadn’t looked at him or any guy ever before but when he had my hand we locked eyes and we shared something that day I haven’t forgotten 25 years later. I’m a straight guy that is bi/bicurious but only in a pure sexual way. I’ve never been into a guy or had and physical attraction or connection with a guy. But that day I wanted him in every way. I would have left with him and spent the next week in a hotel with him doing everything imaginable. Something I haven’t and quite honestly don’t care to experience again. Has this ever happened to anyone else?

 

Years back I was at a work seminar. We were working with various instruments on our individual type desks. I had the instructor standing by me showing me something I was doing wrong. In doing so, he started to sneakily rub his crotch against my arm. I was taken back at first but then went with it. Figured no harm done. The experience brought me to putting myself into that situation now. Such as when getting my haircut. Ill,place my arms on the chair in a way that the one doing my hair may rub against me. Ive had both male and female take advantage of it.

 

Years ago I was an Accounting Supervisor and had four staff accountants reporting to me. There was a female staff member that was on the tall side, attractive, attached to a male (husband or boyfriend). She had what appeared to be D-Cup tits that were likely firm and protruded with no sag at all. She was in her twenties, didn't have any kids at that point, and probably was wearing a push up bra.

One day we are standing in the space between cubicles and I'm reviewing some account reconciliation with her. She is behind me, looking over my right shoulder. I suddenly felt something fleshy but firm pressing against my right shoulder blade. I knew what tits felt like then, having had my hands on many from ant bites to D-Cups. She was leaning into me to "review" the document. I just rolled with it, just enjoyed the sensation, and never said anything about it. I had a girlfriend from the office already, and wasn't about to jeopardize that relationship or my job.

In another situation several years later I was a controller in a non-profit organization. I was meeting with the CEO one day in her office reviewing financial results. I was pretty sure she was a lesbian, and she was sort of "out" in that regard. She also wasn't pleasant at all to work for. So we're reviewing the documents over her desk, and suddenly her hand brushes softly against mine. I recoiled immediately and pulled my hand back by my side. She quickly said it was unintentional and the meeting continued, but it was a little awkward. I didn't know if it was intentional or not, but there was no way I could just let that go.

 

Yeah I’ve had a couple situations with women where it was like a forbidden situation where there was something strong between us but we both knew it couldn’t be. One was a friend of mine that had this girlfriend and we got along well. The 3 of us had been out somewhere and she’d had a few drinks and was happy but not drunk. We got where we were going and she and I both got out of the vehicle on the same side and she kinda grabbed me and hugged me with her body pressed to mine. 30 seconds or so and we parted ways. Her boyfriend didn’t see and words were never said.
Then another time my wife had a friend and she and I had some connection. It was obvious. I knew it. She knew it and my wife knew it but she knew I would never act on it so she was fine. One time the 3 of us were doing something and again away from my wife she hugs me body pressed against mine. We didn’t speak or make anything out of it. It’s like that was our what if.