I hear you! Giving and receiving love can be such a wonderful thing, and even though I've yet to experience it with another man, I yearn for that. And in such a relationship you can never underestimate the opportunity for near daily sex, especially gay sex, which is all I want nowadays. But my relationships with girlfriends have definitely been extremely challenging, and I'm certainly not looking to repeat any of that with a guy. Maybe part of it has always been that they were just the wrong sex (gender). So I'm open to having a boyfriend, especially a guy who truly loves me and truly wants me to be happy (what better definition of love can there be). But I'm open to just having a special friend with benefits, a fuck buddy to do lots of friendship things together with as well. I'm tired of all the extreme effort needed to hook up with guys in each other's homes, and I've never really enjoyed the anonymous suck & fuck scene in bathhouses etc., which requires little effort, but overall is just without much meaning. No, a boyfriend or FWB FB is what I really need! Big time!
When I became bi, I was having great time …I enjoyed hooking up and servicing my lovers some we became good partners or boyfriends. what truly changed last year was when I hooked up with amazing boyfriend that became a lover relationship…we became more then boyfriend but lovers that truly elevated our sex our intimacy and wanting make each other happier …..he was also accepting me as open relationship lover …which is what I wanted he was supportive… yes having boyfriends to make love is amazing and then if you have lover or lovers even better …
I need a boyfriend so bad or even a lover . I love sucking cock and eating cum and I love to be fucked deep and hard. But I can't find anybody where I live. I just wish I could find someone it would be awesome.
feels liberating to say it though doesn’t it? It was only a few years ago that I allowed myself to think it. Saying it out loud was a turn on too. I’ve always been bi-curious but grew up in a time and place where you couldn’t even tho k about it. Saying I wanted a boyfriend was a rush. There was a night not too long ago where I had been chatting with this older guy on sniffies. He was fun to chat with and he had the nicest dick. All clean shaven and smooth. Just the right size. I was so close to meeting up with him, but never made the leap. On night as we were chatting, I brought up that in his bio he said he was looking for someone who was bi. I don’t know what came over me, but I told him I was gay. I asked him if that was alright. It was such a turn on and a rush. I should have gone to his hotel and sucked his dick. Just let myself be gay for the night, needing the company of a man and sucking his dick until he came for me and filled my mouth and throat with his cum. *blush* I got a little carried away.
So glad you felt the freedom and joy to play around with your sexuality like that. And that's the thing...you get to do with it what you want, not society, not the government, not the church, but you. Even if it's not accurate you're making the shots and figuring out yourself on your own terms, the way it should fucking be. This is the freedom I reserve for myself and everyone else in the world should too, no matter their sexuality.
