I hate having a penis

I’m masc, bi but 99.9% gay, I don’t have any desire to “ fuck “ anything or anyone. My anus IS my only sex organ. I orgasm and cum but don’t ever really get hard, my penis is comically small.

I want it gone but it’s difficult. Two different therapists and three doctors. The major stopping point seems to be that I don’t want hormone therapy and I’m masc presenting.

Anal sex is fantastic for me personally but it takes a bit of prep time. I want my partners to have another option. I’m really frustrated. It’s my body, I’m almost 50 years old and I know what I want. Why do so many other people get a say in this?

 

i hope you will find a good doctor

 

I understand not wanting a penis.I was wondering if you would just want a vagina or just a real short dick.What about your balls would you want them or remove them?I hope you get what you want we all deserve to be happy with our body.

 

That’s been a big part of the discussion. Yes, I want the balls gone too. I’d like a vagina.

 

I agree with you on whats the big deal.Because woman after surgery with there breasts and hormones will look like you want to look.A guy with a pussy.If you get it id love to see it.Be well my friend

 

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Thanks. I’d get a lot more enjoyment from a vagina. I’m gay and exclusively a bottom. It’s always been that way. It’s a turn on to think about being fucked in a different way. I have a really small dick and I don’t even play with it much when I masturbate. It’s my ass that gets me orgasms

 

However, that doesn’t mean I want to present as feminine

 

I understand you want to be you with a vagina not a cock.I hope i didnt make it sound like you want to be a woman,if i did im sorry.

 

No. Not at all, but that’s my biggest hurdle. Doctors haven’t been receptive.

 

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I wish you luck & understand. Myself I would like to lose my testicles & scrotum one day.