I was wondering......

Discussion in 'Coming Out and Confused!' started by Sininabin, Mar 8, 2005.

  1. Sininabin

    Sininabin Member

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    I just gave my frist head last weekend, at my freind house. Everything was going great because i love being physically close to someone, but it really weird because when i'm at his house well frist off i sleep on his floor because he dad get suspicous if i sleep in bed with him, but anyways at night we play around and stuff, but during the day he seems to ignore everything we do at night. It almost as if i imagining this. It as if at night he gay and during the day he stright. We go to te same high school and he seems to be avoiding any relationship questions i been sending at him and blocking with petty stuff. Has anyone had this relations before?

    P.S. i like my name because when i frist gave head i spat it out his cum in the trash can
    at the side of bed it is also that i kind of can tell now that we never be serious we just be like physical at night and just friends by day, i wonder how long i can keep this up
     
  2. Bound96

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    He might have been experimenting and now he sees he does not like it when guys are sexual towards him...
     
  3. psyche

    psyche fun for the whole family

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    has he reciprocated? he might just be using you :(
     
  4. txbarefooter

    txbarefooter Senior Member

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    if you are comfortable with this ... ask him how he feels about your "relationship" adn if what you do freaks him out.
     
  5. Sininabin

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    so basiclly it is scewed becuase i know that all roads lead to no hope, i guess. Sadly i kind of afarid their are no other guys like me at school ( MY school really small like 450 whole high school) i going to his house again, and i might try again but i starting to relize nothing gonna come from this and i want to have at least a little realer relationship you think it might be destrictive to be used again? Has anyone been here before? And has it destroyed your freindship after playing around?
     
  6. Shaman420

    Shaman420 Herbalist

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    I hate that I always have the same problem. I'm bi, but a lot of the kids I've hooked up with will go all the way and then the next day they're straight and nothing ever happened. It's really confusing.
     
  7. Disarm

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    Yeah.. if I was you I'd try to talk to him about the way he's treating you... it sounds a bit like he's using you or unhappy with who he is..
     
  8. SkeeterVT

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    I knew I was "different" when I was 14 years old (I'm almost 52 now), but I wasn't able to free myself of the "tyranny of the closet" until I turned 25 in 1978. I don't know how old you or your friend are, but it appears to me that, unfortunately, your friend may already be very keenly aware of the "tyranny of the closet" and may feel compelled to keep quiet -- especially if his father has displayed a homophobic attitude.

    -- Skeeter


     

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