tripping out on that i am a person, that i exist

this sux, its no fun, im trpping out big time on the fact that i exist and am a person and eventually wont be and will d.. some day, i cant stand it, it sux its really gonna happen, this is gonna be horrible omg!



im like shaking, dont feel right, body is wierd, odd, heart was racing, felt kinda like mind or something was maybe trying to separate from body??


crazy,,


:/

 

you need some benzos

 

Isnt it a beautiful thing that you have come to realize? Do you now not appreciate life more? Do you now not know how much life is worth? When I came to this realization it changed my life, I'm happy for you, I know it might be like a bombardment of emotion, but this is the truth...Life and Death are one in the same, and in this we must cherish what we have because life is a gift, all life is a gift. Embrace what you have found, and share with other Humans.

 

When I realized I was one self contained being it was quiet and lonely.

 

I feel like this sometimes too man, and Shaba, you stole the words right from under my chair. That's exactly it. It's the scariest, but best realization you'll ever come to.

 

I want whatever you are on my friend

 

lol, you actually want to be scared shitless??

 

sounds to me just like plain ol amphetamine psychosis

 

that realisation does suck! BUT then like shaba said..it can be turned so you see the positive side of making the most of life while it lasts....

 

I don't know about this being a bad realization... I wouldn't want to live forever. We have to find out what's on the other side of the gate sometime and return to our origins. I don't think it will be a bad experience at all.


After all, an orgasm in the French language is called "le petit morte" which means "the little death."

Use your time wisely, and make every minute count, because each breath you take could be your last is about the best advice I can give.

Good luck, friend.

 

Ahh so true, I think at the exact moment your life is being ended you come to this realization, but already "seeing the light", I can say that I know the beauty of death as I know the beauty of life. And so I embrace death, and cannot wait to find out how orgasmic it truely is.

If anyone has seen the Last Samurai with Tom Cruise, there is this scene at the end of the movie where the Last Samurai warrior is just about to die and it cuts to his first person perspective while Tom Cruise is dramatically holding the Samurai in his arms, and the Samurai looks around for the last time and follows this leaf down from a tree as it hits the snow covered ground and his last words were "Beautiful". This is what I think the majority of people know when they are about to die, but us "hippies" I think we have this appreciation for life/death, I think we have found out this meaning before our death and that is why we are the way we are. (the drugs might have a lil to do with it too )

 

Live life to the fullest!
We don't really know what's next.



Fer

 

yeah l'd like a tad of it too..

 

1 ~ how do you know that you exist?
2 ~ prove that you do!
3 ~ there is nothing to fear in the entire universe, because all of creation is divine, and you are a part of it.
4 ~ if you have taken "something" ~ only those who take "heroic" doses of hallucinogens will experience separation from illusion and connection to reality. Trust it.