im sorry if i scared anyone and/or started drama

i havent been around the past three days because i realize that me being on here too much is really taking things outta my real life. i see it as part of the problems that i have b/c usually when i am here there is something else i SHOULD be doing.

i am not ill.... i just feel ill. lately i have felt worn down and my doctor did tell me that if i keep up things the way i have been, i wont make it five years.

im not going to kill myself and im sorry that i said that. thanks to everyone that pm'd me.

i will be around here on and off but not very much.

 

i just read part of that thread.... thank you shellie and everyone else that was worried. im really sorry i did that to you guys.

 

Glad your okay

listen to the doc and take it easy for awhile

 

woot hoot, yah that u r back online.... missed u Trish..

 

thanks.


i have no choice.... dan is going to fucking tell all our friends and family members and have them waiting for me some day when im at school. i dont want that. id be mortified.

 

thanks sweetie.

well, i am gonna disapear back into *gasp* the real world now... but i just wanted to apologize to you all.

 

take care hun

 

Interval,

Glad you're ok. Please take care of yourself.

 

see? she's fine.

 

I knew you weren't dead but I bet $5 you were becuz they gave me really good odds.

 

dammit trish, I was worried, you need to pm me your phone number again. like i mentioned i lost it when my old cell phone died.

I am hella happy you are ok, you really did have me worried, especially since you left the one thread... darn you!!!

anyways, pm your number k?

love ya

 

I am so glade your ok. I know its hard feeling sick all the time. I felt that way when I was in high school. I was nerves all the time, and could not stop crying. I was having all kinds of panic attacks. And I though dying was the answer. Cause I was tired of being sick and freaken sad. It will get better; you need to find the right medication. My mother is on a good medication Zoloft. It helped her allot. I really hope you get the help that you need. And know your not alone, there are people that have gone threw the same thing as you. Just take it one day at a time.

 

i was looking for something that said you were ok. good get better!!!

 

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that's prolly wise, bitch.

i dont want your opinions. mind your own business.

 

closed b/c personface decided to reply.