The Energy of Hatred I see my faith it’s so worn and lost At least I know this I drink my daily cup of lust I know I do not need it I am living in my own ways Too bad my soul is rotten I know that all life is dead Seems you’ve all forgotten Ash and dust are in our eyes We dream that we’re alone here We’ve let their hate hypnotise There’s nothing now to hold dear It’s here I stand without my lies I know I’m so near But when I’m close I hear you die And I am left here Now I’m high without my skin Seems that hate surrounds me I will fade into my mind I dream I am free The balance is so lost right now When I can hear you The fuel of hate will fill me up Now I am dead too Ash and dust will fill my mind I live in someone’s anger When I’m here I am so blind The smell of death will linger Now that hate is on my side I’m breathing with my power But fading out will make me hide And now my hate is sour Waking up I am not dead But I must start again I just try to sleep instead This will make it rain So I arise among the lost Silence in my thoughts say You are alive but you are gone But it is here you must stay So when hate comes to take me down I know I must erase it And if I find that it makes me drown I know I must escape it The ash is trust it’s in your bread You can’t survive without this Possessing dust is in your head But with this you seek bliss Here I am I know what’s true I live for myself Once you see you live for you You will see your own wealth
The Unending Lies Beautiful memories of a broken child Sing for the ending but fear its grasp Awake into nothing and hate what is left A passion for leaving and a love for its theft So self-destructive, I’ll choose again Russian roulette will tell me my name So I’ll dance with deciding I’ll win once again I’ll trust in your hatred It’s all just a game The blood is now dripping I feel my thirst This pain’s just beginning I’ll make it much worse So I start to breathe it This flowing lust I dance with its essence I can’t get enough The lies are unending, this life is lost I’m tired of pretending that I can breathe Hatred and fear will save my eyes They’re too busy burning within the lies Sold and forgotten, I died at birth My soul is still rotting so I’ll make it worse I’ll throw out the loving I’ll build my wall I’ll force in the hatred I’ll laugh as I fall The blood is now dripping I feel my thirst This pain’s just beginning I’ll make it much worse So I start to breathe it This flowing lust I dance with its essence I can’t get enough Deceive what is in me I ask you please My body’s unwilling But my mind must feed It still tries to escape me It evades me in time So please can you kill me I’ll be free from my lies
Walk Away My heart is heavy My lies are stone This time I'm ready I die alone My bones are broken My soul is lost Some words were spoken That haunting ghost I see her every time I close my eyes Those words, in time, have paved my lies My world is Jaded My mind will stare She lies there fading Her eyes are blurred My hate is blinding My heart will pay My fate is binding I cannot stay My dreams show me the only way I must walk so far away To die now is to stay The light will guide the way
We are our own Gods When did this begin? Since when was there sin? Why did we have to give in? This fear is wearing us thin He wrote his book and he earned His views were treasured and learned His fables were metaphorically burned He's a person just like you and I If he saw this, he would just sigh He created good by using his eyes Now it's just gone way too far Ignorance begets hate, begets death Love is loving ourselves instead Why can we not agree? We're all just the same in our minds But life has distorted our finds We've killed ourselves Creating more steps to demise The mountains we have to climb Hierarchies must fall They clutch us and force us to crawl Selling our souls at our peaks Our hatred becoming disease Just kill yourself Our Gods are just our minds Distorting all of our finds It helps us to reach our goals To live and die as it goes Beautifying all that we see Boredom leads to disease
I have quite a few more, but the ones I put up here are my favourites, there's a few more I'll be adding soon, as I write more poetry I'll be adding them onto here aswell
The Dying Race Lovers, forget that things can be so bad Brothers, take your turns at being sad Mothers, save us from the worlds true face Fathers, teach us why we have to hate Stranger, why do you always seem to hide? Danger, I sense it every time you lie Your mask is wearing you It saves you from all that's true Nothing can ever seem to change Our lives are all the same It seems we can not rearrange No one can ever hold the blame Use us, it seems that it is all you do Lose us, I now know that I use you too It seems that there is no way through Our lies are spread, we're doomed Nothing will ever change Our lives are all the same We can never rearrange No one can ever hold the blame Look up, stop ignoring what's out there Grow up, just choose the reasons why you care Our lives are one, why can't you see? Your bitterness will stop us from being Soon we will just cease to be We die the second we're not free
Not for human eyes Another dream to show the way Tell me what I'll learn today Bring me anger and some pain Force me to play another game Shimmering faith and stormy clouds Fucked up screams that are so loud Diseasing minds within the crowds I'll make a day of what I've found My plague is forcing me My dreams are leading me Pretend it can not be This isn't for me to see Empty roads and empty minds My empty heart will close the blinds Boring oaths, it's all the same I see a face, I see no name My plague is forcing me My dreams are leading me Pretend it can not be This isn't for me to see Just one more day of suffering Another hour that hate will bring One more second within my skin I'll drive me crazy from within My plague is forcing me My dreams are leading me Pretend it can not be This isn't for me to see It's me against eternity I'm writing for my sympathy I'm dead and so is she This thing isn't for me to see
Your Choice If you listened I believe you would stand still It feels as though you can't Just see the reasons you need to live now You will understand Relying on others to teach you Fear is only a word Telling your mind what to look through Ignore what is heard You're pressured in to living and dying What's in between is what they will say A life spent selfishly lying You're soon on your way Just leave routine right behind you Imagine time isn't real All questions can be answered within you Reflect and you'll feel A world without people crying This world I know exists Everyone found out why they're sighing It's hate they resist Believe that good can become us Meditate on why you hate Teach yourself not to become rust It's never too late If you listened you will know what you must do Pull yourself away from your lies Drop everything and now look through Free yourself from your cries
thanks, I don't think I'll ever be giving up. whining about how bad the world really is and making other people realise it is my fave hobby
The Black Hole Where's my faith? It seems to try is to let it go Where's my heart? I let her leave and now there's snow The light I feel is lost in sin The dark denied is trapped within Where's my mind? To pull it close will make me cry Where's my soul? The day I loved is the day I died The hate in me now starts to shape It takes me down, I can't escape Soon to be consumed by denying fate I'm coming to the end but I try to heal This only brings me close as it's far too late I'd try to cry but I no longer feel Nothing can pull me close, it's just a lie My circuits overheat as I question why Reality is never kind I know this now Just stay away from me before you die
Shimmering Light I'm flirting with my sky It's light so must be true It's the ocean that denies It's the sky that gets me through I see the depths that go so high But why are they so blue? As this question starts to sigh I ask what it is for you As the night draws close to me I pull myself away I sleep and it comes for me Why is it here I must stay? I awake to this My sky now looks so grey I look down and see it The ocean knows the way My depths now know their bounds My mind begins to flow Within this current I have found There's nothing I can't know The waves begin to breathe I am now so near My soul is now unsheathed The oceans breath is here It's here I part from days Time is insincere The sky is just a maze The water is so clear I see it passing by Never knowing why It's there that you all fly I'll see you when you die
My blurred World I am an Angel and a Demon, there is nothing in between I am your ageing shades of reason, just show me what I mean When I hold my breath, I'm in a natural high If I hold it for too long, the Angel starts to cry The Demon takes a hold and I can only fly If you hold me down, I'll show you how you die I'm a liar in denial, I will take it to my grave If the truth will give me style, my path begins to pave But even if I crawl away Even if I hide away Even when I feel okay I know it's here that I will stay I've heard that once you realise, you're half way there But it's half way that I stand, confused beyond my care With the Angel and the Demon beside me as I stare Their battleground is worn, but now they've learnt to share Chivalry comes from love and love is in our minds The ugly must repent whilst beauty is too blind Selfishness breeds lust and lust is all I find But this is in my mind Religion held us back since when it lost to hate By being afraid to die, you throw away the wait Forget all time, accept your fate But this is in my mind, this is in my eyes
Following Dreams Lifestyle is what you make Not what they have told you A lifestyle within their wake You'll follow what they do A lifestyle of soul retort The dreams of their empathy Lifestyle of what you bought The mind is the enemy Afraid now of what you think Ignore it like they do Pray now that there's a link Pray now you're normal Ash and dreams will cover all There's no way you'll die now This very second you could fall But you're too caught in your lies Follow all the gatherings Safety now in numbers You've no clue of the hate you bring You're too lost and bitter It seems their dreams had tricked your mind You're ageing and you're wasted As long as you believe you stood their line As long as there's some life you've tasted God came He showed me why It seems that he is in me I know now I must please him White came Am I in a dream Turns out that I'm in limbo It's a test of what I make it Hate rules and takes our souls But I know I must grow stronger If I resist and feel my goal This hate will rule no longer Within my mind I see the key My dream is what I make it I'll make it turn so I can see A world where dreams are happy
The 60th first and last My thoughts are lost in time My lies forget what's real If I tried to find The more my pain reveals The floods that wash my face The fate that pulls me down There's nothing but this place I can never drown My dreams are made from sin The fabric that tears with hope Without it I am skin Without it I am lost The portraits that I see They're fading as I watch The black-hole becoming me I taint and never stop I died so long ago The reaper made a deal The fear made me stay As payment I can't feel Open eyed and blind The dirt will suffer me The darkness is my mind The darkness sets me free
Mind's Breath The days I lost were spent and worthless For years I tried to feel my purpose Not what they say, not what I'm told Not what I see, my fear grows To know I'm here, to know what comes To feel my fear as anger drums It took me down The dreams I kept were used and endless I threw away and felt so careless Not worth my time, not worth my life Not in my mind, not in my sight So tired of loss, so tired of hate But with this time there grew my fate It took me in The light becomes my eyes The clearing shows me why Alone I see the sky I walk away from lies Today I see my purpose A day of vain is worthless A mind of hate is careless The moment we die can't hurt us The lies we hate, the hate builds fear This test in faith, the goal is clear The day we're free, the day we die The seconds we breathe can leave our eyes In fear we seek, in lies we hide My heart is burnt but now I fly The more I sigh, the more I smile The more I cry, there's less denial So fear it not and let it go Retrieve some light and feel it grow Today I feel, today I see The end will come, by then I'm free It tests me now I'm lost somehow....
