woke up early this morning with thoughts engulfing me my mind is in a very poetic state and it wont stop dawn awakens mind wanders so many words float through my mind never to be stopped there is no stopping the madness time tics on but the mind keeps wasting my mind wanders it wont stop not even for a moments rest just when youve pulled yourself out or at least managed to grab hold of the edge just when youre almost free it pulls you back in do you know the hold you have on me cold hands grip my neck even through all your harsh words i still come back wanting more we walk the line of life and death blurred it has no meaning to us anymore i am your slave do with me what you will i have lost it all since i found you i am addicted like a cold harsh drug you keep me in- trapped our smiles have faded the light from our eyes has gone burnt out exhausted all your mind games have done their toll on me youve fucked with me so hard that i bled tears from my eyes i am broken you left me lying on the floor just as i had pieced myself back together you walk back in my life what do you want from me take it all i am on my knees praying for sweet release but it will never come do you get yourself off knowing how youve fucked with my mind not a child anymore growing cold and dark no more tears no more emptiness i have seen the light the light that left you long ago and the light you took away from me how can two strangers be such the same you entered my life only for an instant changing me forever my spiritual awakening