I worry sleeping more waking slowly i'm halfway awake dreams seem to be more real real thoughts too ridiculious can not tell if i am awake many are of television shows jumbled and mumbled in my head all night with stewart on the enterprise, mulder too first crush on a boat, rocking side by side with me ideas, feelings linger for hours, better than real my life harmlessly thrown around in a blinded body insight into what my mind would be without feeling, hearing caused by my insomnia and odd hours, maybe insanity grades dropping, teachers think less of me, walk in front of a car or bus the unbridled feeling of love, hate, fear, excitement, creativity I'll take the risk, and hope for the best, let this insanity come from some rest Experiment until the phase from sleep and wake can't be felt, a new level or...
