one-I am fucking hungry and it's only 10:30 how am I gonna fast until 11 tommorow? arghhhhhhhhhhhhh im starving and this woman brought in traditional costa rican cookie things for the whole class this morning second-I have a potty mouth. I realized that I swear all the time and it doesn't sound good. This dude at school gave me a nod and said what's up and I said nothing man but it's fucking cold...never met him in my life and dropped the f bomb. This is horrible I never realized untilt his morning that I swear all the time and it must make me look really foul. yeah so how's your day?
why you fasting? another test thinger? I've got a bit of a potty mouth too... not that bad, but I do swear more than is really necessary today has been... stressful. Carryover from yesterday, had to talk to my mom about things and it's just, aaarg I cant' wait for this damn month to be over, for finals to start and group projects to be done with
i am not sure but i do believe that qualifies as private material meant for private messages. try to keep it out of public threads please.
When Bill and I first started dating he couldn't believe something so small could have such a foul mouth. I made an effort to change that asap. Lately I've kinda been dropping the F bomb a lot. Not in front of my boys but either typing or talking with Bill. He hasn't said anything yet. (14 years later, lol) Are costa rican cookies spicey? Do you have to have blood work done tomorrow?
oh please...i could have made a whole thread dedicated to that... i want out of this infirmary though...so boring here, no one visits either...
you do not grasp sarcasm very well do you my child? if you want out of the infirmary then i would reccomend leaving. i do not believe they can make you stay against your will.
seems you don't grasp my sarcasm either... and no, i can't just leave, i'm waiting on my blood results to get back...and i need to see the doctor so i can get a slip to show my profs why i missed class...argh
thanks..ya know I wouldn't know if they're spicy she said they had coconut and sweetened condensed milk and nuts in them...yummy. I have to have a colonoscopy and the one down your throat too...they're gonna remove some stuff and make sure I've been a good girl and my ulcers are closing. I have been so we shall see. But if I'm not on here tommorow night it means I am admitted blah ): I am really careful not to swear around the kids. the s word slips out a lot but yeah I just realized how bad it was...it's a hard habit to break...
you would not know sarcasm if i tied it to my ding a ling and smacked you with it really. you can just leave. make those guys fax or electronically mail it to you. this is the age of technology take advantage.
I had to have a colonoscopy done when I was 15 years old. It was a horrid experience. The Doctor looked like the psychic from Poltergist. The little tiny round lady with her hair pulled back in a bun. When they put it down your throat can they put you out for that?
see, i go to school in the middle of vermont, where we are a little behind the times technology wise....
i know they have fax. and they could use email to send me the results. but i still need to see the doctor to get her to sign the slip either way...
no just the same drug as the coloscopy. I cancelled my appoitment actually once I got into work. I honestly just chickened out and hate pain and didn't want to go through it again. i made an appoitment with my new psychiatrist though for tommorow so I may reschedule I just cant have the cameras in me right now and the pain and the recovery and sleeping a whole day. why did you have to have one at 15?
I was a wreck at 15. I was very sick from depression, throwing up after I ate, trouble going the bathroom. Certain things were not right so the Doctors wanted to do that to rule some things out. Depression can make your body do horrible things and make things not work like they are supposed to. I hope you have a productive appt. today with your therapist. Sometimes that is a wonderful cleaning in itself.
nothing is worth beating yourself over the head over. explatives get tedius when overused and i've been known to when i get upset by being overstressed by the kind of world we're having to live in and the perspectives which seem to be currently dominating it, or at least the so called more advantaged parts of it. sorry to hear about your abused innards. when you first mentioned fasting, i wasn't thinking medical, i was thinking this is the month, 19 days for baha'is, that muslims and baha'is both fast during the daylight hours and eat lightly before sunup and after sunset. as a kind of heart and mind and especialy spirit purification kind of thing. i haven't intentionaly practiced that in decades, and my wife, who is an active baha'i, isn't able/allowed to, for medical reasons herself. isn't allowed to keep the fast that is. i don't know, but strongly suspect, it is the psych meds the've kept her on for so many years that have her innards messed up. i know for a fact she isn't into alcohaul or permiscuity, or hasn't been as long as i've known her anyway. although she does smoke what seems to me, who doesn't smoke any, rather a lot of tobacco. =^^= .../\...
