Many years ago back In the late sixties I had to stay with an aunt. she was ten years older than me and married. I was about fourteen. she was Into all the fashions of that time. she often wore a mini skirt. One evening she caught me looking up her skirt. she didnt say anything at the time just slowly closed her legs and I thought no more of It. It was about a week later her husband was working night shift and I was In my room reading when she came In. she asked me If I wanted anything before she went to bed. I said no Im fine. she went to leave then stopped and asked why I was looking up her skirt that day. I said I didnt mean to and that I was sorry she said It was ok and that she really didnt mind. she then said can I ask you a question I said sure. she said have you ever seen a naked girl I said I hadnt she said would you like to I said yes. she then made me promise not to say anything and then opened her bathrobe. I just looked and got an Instant erection. she got braver. then just took It off completely she said you must never tell anyone If you do I will just say you are lying and deny It she then slipped Into the bed with me and put her hand on my cock. I had never had sex untill then I had never even masturbated. she was my first fuck. she even made me lick her out. she fucked me stupid for the rest of the time I stayed with her. which was about three months while my mother was In hospital. the last time I saw my aunt was back In 97 when my grandmother. her mother died. I was 46. she 56 and still looked good. nothing was mentioned about those times. and I have never told anyone. to me that was an experience that I enjoyed. I had to keep saying to myself I have just fucked my mothers sister. was It Incest I suppose It was. so am I a victim. or was I lucky...because she was bloody beautiful and taught me a few things,
Back in the day the freedom of Sexual expression took place with a free abandonment. The experiences of the time were such that it was classed as a loving act of mutual desire to be enjoyed' Now however, in the cool hours of latter nights the realisation of such is best left alone, for the mental (and legal!) consequences can be far reaching and see un-necessary heartache - still that is a matter of conscience that only you can feel comfortable - or not! with what has occured = food for (your) thought
