I've been exploring the many different psychic opportunities that have shown themselves to me, but I haven't been able to find any that (for lack of a better term) "work".... I've had glimpses of the future that have come to pass, I've read other people's minds, I've healed wounds and aches with nothing more than thoughts, I've seen and deciphered auras.... Am I psychic? I've never been able to do anything consciously... It just happens randomly.... sometimes when I want it to but only under extreme circumstance.. I've tried multiple excersizes to try and 'control' said abilities but to no avail... Am I alone in this, am I doing something wrong? At first I thought it was disbelief holding me back.... 'What if it isn't real?' is a question I'm sure has crossed EVERYONE's mind at least once.... After a few certain events in my life, my disbelief was slaugthered.... I know it's out there, I know it exists, and I know it can happen.... So why can't I make it work?
Psyko Zinga, your experience is a lot like mine. What I've come to realize (not that I'm exactly happy about it) is that the psychic "gift" is exactly that, most of the time. There are reasons that knowledge is given to us at specific times--spiritual reasons, cuz that's what this life is really about: Spiritual paths. This fact notwithstanding, it seems to me that the spirits do allow us to sometimes obtain psychic knowledge consciously and at will. Not always...and this is again for whatever purposes the spirits may be working toward in your life and the lives you touch. So my advice would be to continue trying to get psychic knowledge consciously, when you want to, yet know that it will not always "work," and don't let it frustrate you or diminish your faith--it IS real, though there will be plenty of folks without talent who will try to readjust your reality to fit theirs--and there may be some who are far more gifted than you can imagine who will pose as skeptics in order to try you and toughen you up--or to get you to dig deeper into yourself, to discern reality from fantasy within your own psyche. This is the spiritual path...
