Anyone else enjoy marijuana's paranoia tinge?

the thrill? The rush of adrenaline? the sense of adventure?

 

ya lol. even when I'm scared shitless its always fun

 

yo it sucks ass, cuz i always think everyone knows im high

 

Why are you asking? What are you up too? Not a cop are ya?

 

who cares if people think your high dude? your not a proud marijuana smoker unless you dont care if people know your high. and i dont really get paranoid, unless im stealing from walmart, i love the feeling. hahahaha

 

I never get paranoid unless I'm like smoking while driving and a cop pulls up behind me. But that never happens anymore because I quit smoking while driving. I have thought about when I first started smoking a lot though, how exciting it was then. There definitely was an adrenaline rush because usually we had to sneak around and there were a lot of chances to get caught. It was more excitement than anything though, I had wanted to smoke pot for awhile.

 

i love it

 

Not really, because I usually do have something to be worried about.

 

I love it. I don't get paranoid in the same ways as other people though; like, I don't care if people know I'm high or not. I'll walk up to a cop all chink-eyed and whatnot and act high as fuck, because they know they can't do anything about it unless I have something on me.

Anyway, my paranoia is a little more twisted. I envision demons around corners using my furniture and whatnot. I actually SEE the demons in my mind, in vivid detail. I always peak around corners to look where I imagine them to be, and the adrenaline is so intoxicating. I actually come close to BELIEVING they are there before I look and see that they are not there. I'll be sitting on the porch at nighttime, smoking a bowl or two, and I'll mentally hallucinate demonic figures walking up the driveway and coming to get me, which is cool as shit. When I say I "mentally hallucinate", I don't mean I SEE them; I mean I can envision them clearly in my mind, and know what they look like, down to the creepiest detail. It's some pretty twisted/fun shit.

 

Damn dude sounds like when I was a little kid living in NJ. Everytime I went outside i would always get afraid the jersey devil would swoop out of the sky and pick me up. and i didn't even have to smoke

 

hahaha that's twacked out dude

I never get afraid really.....just really fukt up and curious, sometime hopeful that I will run into a demon, as strange as that sounds. The unknown is very interesting, and I'd love to see what a demon would do to me if I was to make contact with one. Would he kill me and eat me.....or would he tell me to pack a bowl. I think I'm just a little fukt up in the head. I remember a few months ago when I was working night shit, I would smoke a couple of bowls when I got off from work and then I would be driving home at about 3am and looking at road signs, and they would look just like demonic faces and I would zone out looking at them and continue driving straight toward them, thinking about what would happen when I finally got right up on them; would they devour me or would the laugh at me? It gets pretty intense sometimes, which makes it all the more fun. I find myself seeking out the twisted shit that's gonna make me nervous or a little creeped out when I'm high. I think I may be slightly insane, which I'm perfectly fine with. lol

 

Sorry to shatter your illusion ...

paranoia is a symptom of schizophrenia.

 

I like it when I am driving sometimes, makes me a better driver.

 

If you want to get stoned, fine. But don't risk other people's lives and health by driving when stoned FFS.

 

Yes, but the paranoia of a schizophrenic is nothing like those induced bya typical high. Schizo paranoia involved elaborate and extremely unlikely plots against you, believing in them so strongly it begins to negatively effect your life. And I have OCD so I've dealt with paranoia and I can handle it well.

 

So I have this scary back room in my basement. And it always used to freak me out a little when I got high, then one night when I was totally blazed I was like "fuck it" and ran in there and shut the door.

it was the scariest shit ever
and it was awesome

 

Umm who said I was stoned when I go off and drive? You know nothing about me asshole, I make sure my motor skills are coherent before I get behind the wheel.

 

^^^Ummm.....you did?

 

Yeah its fun except when you actually have a reason to be paranoid...
and i hide it when i'm high cause my school can suspend you for just smelling/acting like you're high

 

No.