i just needed money for college the phrase flashed in my mind when i heard the bomb hit i just needed money for school i didnt want to suit up, boot up, and become the governments tool i just wanted an education not this blood on my hands or this hot sand in iraq where im stationesd i didnt realize when i signed the dotted line that i would have to take lives more innocent than mine no i didnt realize now im looking them straight in the eyes and the armys made me so hard i've forgotten how to cry so i just turn my head and shake it with a sigh cause if its kill or be killed i wont be the one to die B.P.