So I have an ounce of half powdered half intact Syrian Rue seeds. I was going to buy some mimosa to accompany my rue. The site I want to order from had B Caapi(yellow) for a lot cheaper though. I have no money for the mimosa or that's what I'd get. Anyway the site offers an ounce of Caapi for $4 in powdered, shredded, and whole. Which one should I buy? This will have to dose two people. How much of each should I use of each? Also if I got the powdered could I just mix it with some juice or something and dose it like that instead of taking the tea?
i would recommend mimosa. do have to use maois for any ayhuasca? im planing making ayh. of mimosa, p. virdid, and salvia, and calmus. will that work?
be careful. i hope you really know what you are doing, mimosahuasca can make you: "Begin to think you're dying, being devoured to the clean-picked bone by a school of rainbow piranhas, submerged in the hell-realms suffering brutal tortures and repeated dismemberment at the teeth and claws of the blood-dripping minions of Lord Yama and various ferocious Mezoamerican deities like Tezcatlipoca simultaneously. Experience a complete and utter ontological meltdown at the face of imminent death. Recognize if the 'huasca kills you now you'll be caught in one of the hell-bardos for a minor eternity due to your accumulated bad karma. Keep repeating your name to remind yourself that you have a body. Shower repeatedly to wash away the overwhelming forces of evil fighting over your soul ã in between rounds of projectile diarrhea. Marvel at just how full of shit you are. Panic, but try to remind yourself that time is your ally, even though each moment seems like an eternity of suffering. Remember that"this too shall pass." Believe this with the greatest skepticism. Continue this way for several hours, wondering all along if you'll actually be able to come out of the hell-worlds intact. Wake up the following morning, swearing off psychedelics for at least a very long while, still fearful of inadvertently re-invoking this terrifying state of consciousness. Go to bed the following night and re-experience this realm of consciousness during the hypnagogic state and nearly die of fright that you'll wind up in an ontological cul-de-sac someplace, dribbling down your chin until your time is up. Eat LOTS of red meat, drink alcohol, lots of Tamasic foods. Try to get grounded. The quotidian banality of three dimensions can be a sane human's best friend. Finally, several weeks later, look back on the experience without feeling a lingering sense of terror. Begin to regain some perspective. Consider trying 'la purga' again under the supervision of a very experienced shaman able to help those less experienced to finally conquer these treacherous realms (as must ultimately be done). One must go into the breach again to be fully cured. Maintain a VERY HEALTHY respect for the Vine of the Soul, recognizing that it can kill, regardless of what they say about tryptamine neuro-toxicity. The tryptamines won't kill you; the heart-stoppage from unmitigated terror can, though."
Thanks a lot man, but I already do a lot of reading on Ayahuasca and shamanism and such. I don't plan on using things like Ayahuasca and datura recreationally. I plan on doing them the traditional way. With lots of thought and meditation. Ever since I did acid I've looked at psychedelics in a whole new light. And that includes Marijuana.
