one night i had a dream that i adopted a child, and we went to the community pool. well, somehow he got lost, and an old childhood friend of mine (who i have not spoken too since i was in 5th grade) found him and gave me a nasty look and tried to steal him away... after that i don't remember. I hate having dreams like that, it makes me so nervous to be a mother. and the next night i had a great dream. I am not sure where i was, but it was somewhere outdoors, with a lot of action, possibly like one of the folk fests my parents used to take me to when i was a child. And it was my mother standing in front of the sun/this bright white light, and she was calling to me and had her arms open for me to run into. and for some reason i kept stumbling and could not make it to her. Eventually i got there, and had the best hug. It's like i could still smell her perfume. My mother died at the end of 8th grade...it is so nice to be able to see her...i felt like i was actually there with her. Its amazing how dreams can toy with your mind. I'm not sure if i should be upset because i don't get to spend any more time with my best friend, or if i should be happy that i saw her.
You should definitley be happy that you saw her. Dream of family or friends who have passed are very signifcant and are not to be taken for granted. It seems like you want more then anything to be with her, but in reality to do that you would have to die, maybe thats what all that stumbling was about. I think it is amazing you could smell her and she gave you the most amazing hug, she is definitley talking to you and looking out for you. I'm sorry to here about your mother, just remember she is always with you no matter what you think.
i had a crazy dream the other night about getting invited to three dinners by three ex boyfriends. i had to decide which house to go to for dinner - i think i decided on the right house - but it was a really weird spiritual experience trying to decide between these three important men in my life. when i picked the final house - all my friends and family were there - and the guy of my "dreams" met my mom....i think its a sign!
sleepw1eyeO: thank you...it was trully a great dream...wish it had lasted longer. I know she is still looking out for me. one day i was listening to the song that they played at her funeral; you raise me up by josh groban; and started balling like a baby...all of a sudden the mouse moved and the lights flickered and the song got turned off. I can often smell her perfume pass me by. I know its not environmental because i am living somewhere different than she died. karmabum84: it could be a sign...except..did your mom like him? haha. that's the key
