now i'm kinda wishin i had never even touched that shit.... i'm really feeling the after effects of it now... i can't even enjoy it anymore.. sucks ass... plus, i'm thinking about the long term effects.... i hear like... you can get really depressed, something like a permanent comedown... is that true??
man im sorry to hear that ive def been where u are but it was after a weekend binge of 30 triple stacks. and it all depends person to person how the x affects you afterwards. and if u have it in a pill then certain chems in the pill can do something to the after effects. ive had pills that leave me glowing and pills that leave me hating life you jus gotta find a way to get over it. best of wishes my man good luck
I think im the only guy who hates mdma here... I just cant stand the whole week after, and the comedown to me is much worse than a coke comedown, after rollin i feel like i can never sleep 100% again n it fukin scares me, even if u sleep after rollin its like ur half asleep... its just that my body doesnt cope well with the serotonin depletion... i quit mdma years ago, oh n btw i used to get pure mdma powder always so it cnt be adulterants... mdma to me is sooo far from organic n the experience is so fuckin strong, so chemical n fake...
just do it like once or twice a year maybe even less also make sure you eat healthy and take care of yourself. mdma effects everybody differently a couple of my friends actually had to go to rehab for being addicted to it now he says its impossible for him to feel happy anymore. his best days are those when he isnt suicidally depressed but instead hes completly devoid of all emotion his mind is jut blank, however i would expect that after popping at least ten to fifteen pills a day every day for almost a year thats just downright abusing yourself. i know another kid that went through the same thing and after about a year of being clean he says he feels completely normal and he was also a crackhead for about four years before he even touched ecstacy he also claims it helped him quit smoking crack, but im sure hes got a mushy spot on his brain somewhwere from all those drugs. seriously the few weeks after rolling your probably gonna have some side effects it is a chemical that doesnt naturally occur in your body so there will be some kind of reaction as long as you dont just start popping pills all the time your brain will eventually repair itself. just take care of your brain and body and it will take care of you
No such thing as a "permanent comedown". What you're referring to is the long-term possibility of damage of serotonin receptors. Serotonin is our "mood regulator", among other things. There is a study in which Monkeys display signs of Serotonin Receptor (the things that "activate" the serotonin in our system, so to speak) damage. However, this is over long periods of time to overexposure. The dosages which were constantly given to Monkeys were far greater than anything less than a sure-fire emergency room visit for humans. Like was said in the above post, the brain is easily able to "repair" and replenish itself from one single, small dose. In the meantime, if you start to feel depressed, drop by your local supermarket and pick up 5-HTP supplements. 5-HTP is proven to boost the production of Serotonin, which will help to alleviate symptoms of depression and get you back in the game. -Methanol
30 in a weekend is quite a binge. i get them a few times a yr now and take 3-4-5 on a evening, the after effects never really bothered me that way. I do remember the benders though, those were rough.
I don't deal good with the comedown at all. I find myself going into a binge for a few days just so I don't have to deal with it. I got really bad with that for awhile. I haven't been touching it that much lately. the last time I did I took one and just stuck to that. I wasn't feeling it as much as I could, but it wasn't bad, and I didn't suffer terrible withdrawal.
get yourself a quality ginseng root. Panax Ginseng I like best for hangovers. Just chew on it all day, like for 10 minutes every hour or so. Seriously works amazingly. The ginseng just over powers any negative feelings. Ginseng pills don't work as good in this regard, cause the pill will give you a rush of ginseng and comedown. Whereas if you get a whole root and chew on it, you can chew on it slowly and just keep a trickle of ginseng absorbing through your cheeks the whole day. You could do that for a whole week if you really wanted to... You might still feel "off" with the ginseng... but the negative feelings, lack of energy, ginseng will fix that all right up but don't worry, you go back to normal. One night I had 7 pills, alcohol, bunch of weed and actually smoked alot of crack... I actually broke into full blown psychosis by the end of the night, seeing geometry everywhere, hearing voices everywhere. I was walking around the city and would close my eyes and INSTANTLY start lucid dreaming very vividly, like I could close my eyes and be in another dimension... If it weren't for the fact I had so much mdma in me at the time I probably would have been freaking out. I actually didn't return back to normal for 2 days, still had subtle visuals, sound distortions, could close my eyes the whole next day and start lucid dreaming again in seconds, having full hypnagogic hallucinations all day at work just by closing my eyes... My friends even said they noticed something different in me after that night. Took me two weeks to feel normal and balanced again... But it does all pull back together just fine. As long as you didn't do anything that was so embarrassing you have to smack yourself in the head every time you remember it, you'll be good shape in couple weeks easily... Some of the shit I did that night is burned so deeply in my brain and is so embarrassingly retarded... been months and I still remember it like weekly and am just like "god damn I was fucked up" and have to shake my head at myself Although I do remember for a good month after that I would still get the occasional mood swing, or something... But I was generally back to normal after 2 weeks.
