i am gonna make a blood test for hiv these days, and i am kinda nervous. i know there s nothing to worry about, and i am doing this for the medical attest which is needed for my job, but its my first time and its like russian roulette - either u stay alive or just die. i am trying to think positive anyway and relax in my mind, but thoughts are just flying in my head and double my stress. ufff, just wish me luck.
The test isnt the decider you know. If you have the disease, you have it, the test doesnt give it to you, it just lets you know you've got it. At least if you know you can begin to deal with it and live a loger happier and healthier life. Its much better to know you have an infection and deal with it than yo have an untreated and undetected one.
I gotta get that test too . I'm totally oblivious of how hiv works, like, is that when a guy comes in a guys anus? sorry if im too graphic for the forum. I'm just so nervous about getting the test.
