I wrote this for a really close guy friend of mine. He broke my heart </3 and I am still getting over it and this was back in June. It proves you don't have to be together to get your heart broken. Honestly four years ago I would have imagine that meeting you would turn out the way it has. I didn’t see myself falling for you, or you breaking my heart either. I don’t know if you will actually time to read this, but it will be somewhat cathartic for me. We just started out as simple friends, who happened to live sorta close to each other. Then I found out you cared about me, and then I realized I cared too. Okay so that meant we were two friends still that liked each other more than friends. Once this happened we had honest conversations quite often, I learned something from that. I learned how to trust someone other then my best friend with my personal thoughts. Yet, the best thing I learned is what exactly most guys think of, that was brought forward from your honesty. However we never took the next step of becoming really more than friends, as much as we talked about it. Honestly I really hate this next part, this the part when you got a girlfriend. I remember that part like it was yesterday I felt betrayed, because now I am questioning almost everything we ever talked about. I am almost positive that I can trust you didn’t tell me in fear of hurting me. However, I did break and I might still be broken for a while, but life moves on and I have to. But, I've been contemplating if we should still try to be friends or not, I really don't know. So now that we aren’t talking really, it bothers me the way I kinda handle things when I last talked to you. Because I don’t know how you feel about me anymore really, but I think I am okay with that even though half of me still wants to know. Anyways I hope you have happiness even though that’s not with me, and I hope you stay safe while in the Navy. Peace and Love, Christina
sorry that you have had your heart broken. you might want to post this in the relationships forum. I think this forum is more for poems and stories and such
That sucks, shit happens between people sometimes that we don't mean for but it's just the way it goes down. Honestly, it sounds like he wanted to take it to the next level, you weren't putting out so he decided he wasn't going to wait around. It doesn't mean he doesn't still care about you. And if the 91 in your username indicates you were born in 91 and if he's the same age, well... he sounds like a typical 18-19 year old boy to me. You have to decide for yourself if someone like that is worth having in your life, and if he's worth wasting so much time feeling bad about. Getting your heart broken sucks, I've been there, but you have to LET yourself get over it. It will take time, but don't dwell on it.
@e7m8: I will post it there too, thanks @SweetBlasphemy: I know what your getting at, I am pretty much over him. It hurt a lot but I am stronger because of it. Yeah I am 19 and he is 19 and will be 20 soon. Me and him came up with a mutual understanding that if we were meant to be together sometime, it would happen if not we aren't simple as that really. Just sucks though I lost a really close friend though even though we promised each other that never happen.
moved to relationship forum http://www.hipforums.com/newforums/showthread.php?p=6553459&posted=1#post6553459
Not to be a stickler for grammar or anything, but I had to stop reading in the first two sentences. You left out whole words. I can empathize with what you're going through, for I am in the same situation, at least on some level, but would it kill you to proofread?
