I'm not sure what i am. for the most part i like women, however when im horney i have an urge to want to suck penis. But after i jackoff...this feeling goes away and feel disgusted with the thought of doing anything. I think this urge came from watching to much porn, and growing bored of the usual and just jacking off excessively. I don't wanna be with a man..not emotionally nor physically..i mean idk. am i messed up in the head? lol, i feel like if i never watched porn so much this would have never happened.
Well have you ever been presented with an opportunity? You can say you don't ever want to get with a guy, but it's another feeling actually being in the moment. If you're actually adamant about not being with dudes find a female, get pussy, the end
You sound bi... I just think you're having a bit of a hard time coming to terms with it perhaps. Take your time, it can be a pretty daunting thing, coming to terms with your sexuality, as society makes us feel like everything rests on who we are attracted to.
there's this thing like fetishism. it means getting aroused by an object or certain circumstances. if you're not attracted to guys but do get it up on the thought of sucking dick, that makes it a fetish for penis. it's not the person that gets you off (as is the case with gay guys, we like penis itself, sure, but we're attracted to man, a person). in your case, penis is an object and you get off on doing stuff with it. that's basically what it comes down to.
