after all the acid i've done and revelations i've found i just hit a state of confusion. what the heck.
nah man just this morning i woke up confused about anything i've thought. but just throughout the day i had to think about them more now i'm on track. i guess i was just weirding myself out for a moment.
they probably aren't the same thoughts this post was made in the moment where i was like WTF but my dad just had a stroke and when i was at the hospital i was like shit what was i thinking earlier. i am A-OKay
Sorry to hear about your dad. I hope it wasn't too severe and he makes a full recovery. Something like that could make anybody wake up confused about it all.
it wasn't severe, he's had worse. he had a filter put in because he gets a good amount of blood clots, that helped a lot and we took him of cumidin because it was making him sick. yeah thank goodness i did just wake up cause i was drowning myself for a moment. i've never been so confused and scared for a short amount of time over everything, it wasn't even just my father but that triggered it i'd say.
i'm curious to hear about what else you were confused about. or the revelations you've found on acid.
he wanted to know about what brought my day down, i think. it's pretty personal because i'm not sure if everyone can cope or understand what things with me have happened... when they don't it's like they sympathize but i don't want that.
my dad had a stroke while driving me home on the highway a few years ago . . . crappy thing. he's ok now.
I hope the best to your father. My grandfather had many strokes, I would not want anyone to have to go through that. It made me very confused at my young age that we live to grow old and something like that happens. Is it really worth it? But I was age 7-12 when he was in there.
