daaaaaaaaay tripper

it's long, as usual...it's not my best, but i thought i'd post it since i wrote it, some of you might find it interesting


This was my second time eating acid from this particular batch. The first time I was at Shpongle with my boyfriend. It was STRONG cid. I knew from that experience that this stuff hit’s pretty fast, so I took that into consideration as I dosed. I had been planning this Saturday day trip for awhile, but by Wednesday of the week before I thought I was either going to be out of town with my parents or working all day. As it turned out I had the house to myself for the weekend, and I didn’t have to work. I woke up to a beautiful day. I spent some time outside around noon waiting for some friends. Normally I would have been impatient, but I was preparing myself for the trip and was already astounded by nature’s presence.

Back at home I prepared for the trip, packed a backpack full of water, for me and my dog, a notebook, my ipod/headphones, and my crystals. My plan was to put the acid under my tongue and immediately begin my walk to this little waterfall in my neighborhood. It isn’t too far, about a mile. So off I went, acid under tongue, walking my dog dressed in neon colors, with a book bag, I’m sure I looked somewhat sketchy to the legitimate people who live in my neighborhood. It was about 3:30 pm when I first checked my phone. I was about 10 minutes from my house and my friend had texted me. I was starting to feel the presence of the acid, and I was starting to see energies everywhere.

Next thing I know a dog gets hit by a car right in front of me. I see it happening in slow motion, I screamed before it got hit. It was at a point where there was a huge downhill from both directions in my neighborhood. This guy had his two dogs out, usually they are in a fence, but he must have been out for only a few minutes. Cars had been slowing down once they saw me; I was kind of their reminder (I realized this later). The dog had seen me and my dog coming and was barking and suddenly decided to sprint across the street, a car is coming and smacks the puppy across the road into a sewer. I am freaking out, I LOVE dogs, and shit man I am beginning to trip…what a terrible way to start off a trip. The bumper of the car came off, and the dog was squished against the sides of the sewer. His leg was bleeding, and he was clearly out of it. His owner sprinted over to him and the dog tried to bite him. The dog was obviously confused. He rushed him to the vet immediately. I felt bad for everyone involved, including the two young girls in the car that him. (later my parents told me it is unlikely he survived considering the bumper came off…needless to say I sent sooo much good energy to that animal the rest of the day…and I’m sure it was extra powerful considering I was tripping).I called my boyfriend panicking, because I was freaking out, I didn’t want that to send me into a bad trip. He calmed me down and I got back to my walk.

The day could not have been any more perfect. I was walking around in shorts and a tank top. It was 78 (F) and breezy; the sky was blue except for random wisps of clouds. Once I got onto the final road I would be walking on, within 5-10 minutes of the waterfall I was completely amazed by the sky. I kept staring at the clouds which were moving incredibly fast creating grid like patterns, it was unbelievable. I was drawn to the sun too, and glanced at it a few times with my sunglasses on. I don’t know why, but I was very drawn to it.

Once I got to the entrance of the path I realized I was tripping pretty hard because the mulch pathway was moving and I had to force my dog to walk slow with me, she was eager and pulling ahead. Once I got halfway down the path I saw that there were people already at the waterfall, I was slightly disappointed, because I wanted to chill and not have to worry what others were thinking, plus I knew within moments I wouldn’t be able to communicate very easily. As I got closer I realized it was four teenagers, probably about 14-15 sitting on top of the waterfall smoking. I chuckled to myself, I didn’t want to bombard on their parade. I walked past giving the one girl that looked at me a peace sign and smiled at her. I walked up the path along the river for a minute or two, and then sat down on a rock to give my dog some water. I wasn’t sitting there long when they decided it was time to bounce. I felt bad, but at the same time I was thankful they were leaving. I gave them a few minutes to walk up the path on the opposite side of the river before moving back down to where they were sitting. I just walked around in circles in amazement, so happy I had decided to do this. I looked up the hill and I could see one of the guys’ shirts, it was orange, they decided to sit half way I guess. I decided I didn’t care, and sat down just taking it all into my brain!

I put down my dogs water dish and immediately noticed this LARGE ant roaming around. I decided to watch it. The ant was thrown off by my dog’s dish. It kept going a few inches one way and then going a few inches another way, basically going nowhere and making no progress. I didn’t do that for long, but it really had me thinking about an ant’s life, and what it must be like to be that small!

After a few minutes I decided to let my dog off her leash and let her wander a little bit.
I was at the waterfall for 3-3.5 hours in pure bliss. I love the sound of the water, the rustling of the leaves. Not once did I use my Ipod. The sounds were constantly changing, must have been the acid, but it could have been that along with fluctuations in the wind etc… I sat in the same spot for 95% of the time, with no urge to move, I could see anything I wanted to from this direction.

Just to set up where I was, I was sitting on top of the waterfall, but to the left so I could see it. I was in perfect view of only one house, but they would either have to be on their deck, in their backyard, or looking out their window as they were walking up/down stairs inside in order to see me. I didn’t worry about it, nor did I mind. At one point I decided it was time to try and meditate. I closed my eyes and I was sent into some insane CEV’s. It was extremely psychedelic and it felt like my brain kept going in on itself. It started off with a pattern much like that found in Allyson Grey’s piece “Mandala.” I don’t think I will be able to describe exactly what I saw) but it kept spiraling out, and it became a psychedelic, electric LED hand type thing that spiraled and changed. I felt like I blasted off. I forced myself to open my eyes, it was a slow reaction. When I opened my eyes I was expecting it to be dark outside, it wasn’t. I don’t know how long I was in that state, but it felt like a decent amount of time.
I hear dogs barking. I look behind me and there is a boy running around his long deck with his dogs. I get my dog over near me, because she has the tendency to just take off when she sees other dogs…and I wasn’t ready for that type of a situation. The boy looked no older than 12 and was carrying a branch still covered in green leaves around with him. I watched in curiosity for a few minutes half-hoping he wouldn’t come down to the waterfall and half in amazement of the imagination of young boys. I kind of bonded with him, and then decided I looked too much like a predator and decided to turn around and take in more of the waterfall and the river again.

I turned to the side woods for a while and allowed myself just kind of stare. I started to trip really hard and saw some really crazy things on the ground and trees, again it’s nothing I can begin to describe. When I stared long enough I could see the air, and even saw it when it moved. I played with myself for a few more minutes before beginning to get more serious. I hadn’t taken out any crystals yet, and I only decided to take out my two quartz rods, one is mine, and one I am giving energy to before I gave it away as a present. I set them next to me on the other side of the rock wall I was sitting on. It was an uneven and I had to work to make them balance. A few times I was worried my dog was going to knock them over causing them to fall…she never did, thank goodness. I didn’t pay them much attention right away my intention was for them to soak up the serene feeling of the waterfall and the great outdoors.

I went to meditate a few more times, I had more difficulty at first with this round, but it was incredible in the end. I kept looking down at my legs, pale as can be I got lost in the freckles that appeared to come and go, fade in and out, and move about on my legs. Each time I saw this pattern appear on my skin, it was like a flowery pattern creating a coat of arms on me. It never really changed, just appeared to move a little bit. I saw this several times though out the trip. This had me thinking crazy things, including that it could be scales, because the pattern itself was textured. Are we reptilian? I didn’t focus on that for too long.

Eventually I started putting extremely good energy and thoughts into the crystals. I hadn’t been working on this long when I hear my dog whining, people or people and dogs were coming. I called her close to me and put her on a leash. I wasn’t sure where they were going. It was a group of 5 or6 high school guys dressed almost identically with khaki shorts and collared, polo shirts, each a different color. I was completely rattled at this point, because I was in such trance right before all this. I gave them a wave and smiled, but probably looked completely silly. I had my quartz rods out and everything. My dog whined, wanting to go befriend them, but I held her back. They walked past me to the bridge where they chilled, probably smoking, for quite some time.

I could barely see them but I held my dog close to me. I took her off leash but kept my arm around her. I went back to meditating good energy toward the quartz. I completely forgot they were there, and I entered into different state feeling my dog breathe heavily under my arm. It was dual meditation and she actually became very calm during all this, it was incredibly magical. I came out and remembered they were there, this time I could see one of them they were still smoking, maybe cigarettes now though, and talking. I didn’t let them bother me and kept chilling with my dog for a minute. I eventually got cold and decided I better head back home, knowing very well I could enjoy my backyard if I still wanted to stay outside.

I put my dog back on leash and headed back into society. I couldn’t help but walk with a huge smile on my
face. I could hardly see at first the sun was so bright. Eventually I could admire the beauty of the world around me,
the smile never wavering from my face. When I came to the first intersection I couldn’t help but stop and stare for a
few minutes. I could see over the tops of tall trees because I was above them, it was just gorgeous! Everything looked fictional on the walk back, that is until I came to pass a man I had passed earlier. He had been trimming the large bushes/trees in his front hard, and now he was carrying the cuttings down somewhere in his backyard. It was awkward, passing him, but I chuckled to myself. I then passed a car that I thought had the friends of my parents/ a friend of mine from high school’s parents. Their daughter is incredibly legit. I waved, thinking it was them, but as they got closer I was pleased to see it was another couple thinking “WTF,” as they passed me.

As I came to the main road in my neighborhood I prepared myself that it was Saturday evening and there was going to be quite a bit of traffic. The first few cars I made contact with because it was a straight away and they were going pretty slow because they had just come up a hill. I soon realized it wasn’t necessary, and slightly obnoxious to wave at every car. So I started paying more attention to the sky, trees, flowers etc. as I walked. I was soon returned to my distrust of cars s I went down the huge hill on the way to where the dog had gotten hit earlier in the day. I was watching cars’ patterns making sure they would start curve around me, yeah yeah I was slightly paranoid of technology.

I enjoy the entire walk back including walking over two more creeks. When I got home my dog was worn out and limping. She is an older dog and I think she has arthritis. I felt terrible and took her inside to give her cold water. I couldn’t stand being inside though, and I had a few hours of sunshine left. Usually when I go outside she is eager to go too, but she was ready to lie down on her bed inside. I went down to our lower deck and sat on the edge of the stairs. I positioned my crystals into a semi circle and I sat right in the middle. Almost immediately I could feel the energies and I was having thoughts that had to be triggered by the crystal energy. I can’t explain it, and for those who don’t understand or disbelieve I am sorry, but it was mindblowing.

This is when I went through an intense part of the trip thinking about things I needed to work on and things I need to do for the sake of my parents who have given me everything possible, but are going through a pretty hard time right now. I was staring at these pot hangers that were broken and it just had me thinking. The thought of mother’s day popped into my head. I had purchased something on behalf of my dad and I, but it wouldn’t get there until Tuesday. I contemplated how good of a mother she has been and realized I needed to do some cleaning. So yes I got up, and tripping began to clean the kitchen. It was hilarious, and I was laughing at myself for doing this, but I turned on some Capsula and felt like I was doing something good. Man, sweeping while tripping is kind of a difficult task. I did a little bit more detail cleaning but not for too long.

I was in my bathroom, putting my hair back into a head band when I got lost in my own face. I had heard great things about looking at one’s self in the mirror, but usually I look and can’t really stand to look at myself, but this time I was intrigued. I got sucked in focusing on my eyes and was positive that my right eye was severely lower than my left. I kept tilting my head right and left and ducking and raising my head trying to figure out if I was just playing tricks on myself. I started to see rainbow waves of electricity in the mirror, to this day I am not sure, but I definitely enjoyed the mirror play I had.

After my short cleaning spree I went back out on my upper deck, saw my neighbor, and went back inside. He had seen me smoking my bong the night before, or at least I thought he had so I went back inside just in case. It was getting dark inside, and I hadn’t turned on any lights yet. I decided to go gather glow sticks for later in the evening. I found two in my room and remembered I had one in my car from when I went to see Shpongle. I decided to go out my front door so as to avoid seeing my neighbor again. I exited my house cautiously, trying to be sneaky….for who knows what reason, I was just having fun with myself. I crept out the door and closed my front door quietly. As soon as I did that, there was a loud door slamming noise that came from the sky. It was as if the sky slammed it’s door in my face. It scared me at first, but then I burst into laughter. I’ve had the Earth prank me before, but this was hands down one of the best pranks to date. I talked to the sky in laughter as I walked to my car.I went back inside, still chuckling, to put the glow sticks on the counter. I then went back out to the lower deck. I didn’t sit in the crystal half circle for long. I decided to go chill on the aged picnic table further into my back yard. I sat with an opposite angle, this time sitting facing my house, but there were plenty of trees in sight still. Here I had more thoughts fill my head with ideas of how to carry out my future/ideas of what I want, certain aspects I hope for myself in the future. It was beautiful and motivating.

I went back to the lower deck and listened to the music of nature some more. It had gotten windier and it was awesome to watch the trees. I had been around trees all day, but this was the first time I watched them from base to top. I watched them sway at the end, watching them connect to the earth in two ways, growing from the ground and moving to her breeze. The wind paused randomly, but I could hear it coming before it got there. I could even see it, just like I had earlier, I could see the air, and it was as if I saw it get wavier (the air) right before I saw leaves next to that air begin to blow in the wind.

Finally as it began to get dark and I felt mosquitoes I decided to move inside. It was now pretty dark inside and I turned STS9 on my Ihome and raged it. My dog looked at me curiously as I danced around and I felt crazy, but I couldn’t help it, the music was moving me. I danced around for a short while, before going outside one last time before it got to be full on night time. I sat out on the front porch again, this time my dog wanted to come outside. Again I could hear so much! Some of it sounded like nature, some could have been a nearby road. But as certain sounds came others went, it was like an orchestra of all nature working together, bugs of all different kinds, birds, wind, etc… it was beautiful. Sometimes I wasn’t sure I wasn’t hearing real things, but I saw my dog’s ears react to the change in sounds…it was pretty aweseome. I was still getting pranked it felt like. Every now and then I’d swear I heard a car coming, and then even convinced myself I saw lights coming down the street. I thought this like 8 times, and I was only right twice. It was hilarious, but I’ve had that happen before

Once it got pretty dark I went inside, cracked my glow sticks and raged to STS9 for a while and then went
between that and the forums for most of the night.

I have to say this was one of my best trips so far. I’ve tripped alone, but it has been at night so I haven’t really bonded with nature because I get scared by myself outside at night. I’ve tripped during the day outside with friends and at concerts, but something has to be said about day tripping alone, it’s simply other worldly. Getting to sit and watch a trip happen calmly is fascinating too. Tripping at shows is awesome, but tripping alone outside is something completely different!

 

HELL yes.

that's a modderfuggin trip report

:drool5:

what a perfect setting . . . and with your dog! oh my god i can't wait to see ants and things on acid . . . :coffee:

 

Sounds like a great trip especially after the intial incident with that other dog, crazy stuff. Day tripping solo is a great experience, I love the serentity and the intricacies of nature that you can pick up on.

 

beautiful report. i agree that tripping alone outside during the day is great, and can be calm yet intense at the same time. i love tripping during the day and walking around the park (or at night really - i get confident when i'm tripping, so that i can frolic around in a city park at 2 in the morning like i own the place)

"...and was positive that my right eye was severely lower than my left"
this EXACT thing happened to me (on 2ce though). i was really getting worried about it, and then just laughed it off. i thought "oh well there's nothing i can do about it, and maybe i should just look in the morning "

on my last acid trip i could see the air like you described. not exactly, but i could see it.

also, i LOVE to watch clouds go by - sober or tripping. sober they make me feel like i'm moving, or a little trippy. tripping, they make me feel like i'm flying and they are always going by so fast.
one one particularly intense trip, on a lake, during the day and into the night...oh fuck it was so heavenly. i watched the full moon and tons of orange/purple clouds fly by at like 100mph

edit: the report was so beautiful (or long?) that i forgot about the poor dog in the beginning. that sucks.

i'd be interested in hearing more about these crystals. you just mention them casually (which i thought was cool), so explain them to me like i'm a newb?

 

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"I put down my dogs water dish and immediately noticed this LARGE ant roaming around. I decided to watch it. The ant was thrown off by my dog’s dish. It kept going a few inches one way and then going a few inches another way, basically going nowhere and making no progress. I didn’t do that for long, but it really had me thinking about an ant’s life, and what it must be like to be that small!"

I've been that ant.

 

Wow, sounds like you had an amazing trip! I enjoyed reading it

hopefully lady lucy finds her way to me soon haha.

 

Lovely, I love how a lot of my friends don't understand tripping alone. To assume it's not fun, I don't understand how you must think. But then I remember some people take the cid for entertainment purposes only, and in that case, entertainment comes with the group. Which isn't a bad thing, I am not saying it is. Group tripping has its beaches too, but learning to be alone in your energy is so liberating. It would lead one to develop better group relationships.

 

^^the only thing i miss when i trip alone is the laughing fits that come with group tripping. you have to get REALLY high to bust up laughing by yourself

 

Awesome report vibes! But that truly was an awful way to begin a trip. I also have a huge heart for dogs, I think it's safe to say I enjoy them more than humans haha, and that would have been real tough to see while coming up. Otherwise, sounds like it was a positive, valuable experience, and I'm happy for you .

My last trip was very similar to vibes, a fantastic day alone in nature. I felt like my positive energy was radiating out from me, and I was completely at peace and in the moment. That feeling is what life is all about.

 

GV, your threads always make me so happy Although this one makes me kind of sad because I absolutely wish I had some lucy Oh and wherever you live sounds sick! I wanna' waterfall to go to!

 

magic rocks!

 

thanks for all the comments guys, it was truly spectacular!

sorry it has taken me so long, i wanted to put some thought into my response, though i'm not sure if it will help you or not:

Crystals are for the most part rocks or minerals that are used for varying purposes but are known and used because of their energies. Each rock has a different purpose, but that doesn’t mean that many rocks don’t overlap in regards to their energetic properties. It is my assumption that the most common crystal is the quartz, but I’ll have to say I can see why. After only working with quartz for a few weeks I have seen drastic changes. Each stone or crystal corresponds with one or several of the chakras. In addition they correspond with one or more elements including: earth, fire, wind, water, and storm. These elements are created by breaking down the planet into varying body systems that interact for the benefit of the whole (Earth). The element storm is the culmination of all the elements working together and I will give you a quote from my book, The Book of Stones, to give you a bit of an idea what I mean,

The book goes very in depth, but I am still working with them on my own to feel what they do and how they assist me in my everyday and future life. My other stones include: Lapis Lazuli, Orange Calcite, Lepidolite, Blood Stone, and Ocean Jasper. I also frequently wear (and was wearing during the trip) an amethyst necklace.

There is a small part of the introduction of this book that theorizes about how humans are liquid crystalline structures and this could possibly impact how they affect us. Also, quartz are powerful, used in watches, helped with the first radio broadcasts and other such things…

I don’t know if this helps at all….I am kind of a noob myself. I hope to take classes in the future that work with stone therapy…it’s real…its all compacted from the divine earth anyway, how can it not be filled with energy? But dude feel free to ask more here or in PM

magic is a bold word, but to each his own...but they are indeed powerful nonetheless

 

i didn't really have any questions in particular, just thought it sounded neat

 

It sounds like it was a really good time.

Nature + Psychedelics = Great.

Nature + Psychedelics + Dog = God.

 

That sounds amazing vibes!!!! I like to meditate with my crystals as well. But glad you enjoyed your trip. I am planning on taking a solo daytime trip myself as soon as I get the time off to do so.

 

It was so weird at the beginning of my mescaline trip, I was reminded of this part of your trip.

 

sounds like alot of fun. nature is always the best. it's fun enough sober, i can't imagine what would be going through my mind if i was tripping by myself in nature. haha

glad you had a good solo trip.

this makes me think. i really want to go to a field somewhere in nature close to some woods and have a daytrip. kinda like the one in guerila's sig. although i'd want to have some of my tripping companions with me.

 

Lol. You would like to not stop thinking.

 

Good news for those who care

I've made that same walk many times since this experience, but today was the first time the dog(s) have been out in the yard...and the good news is HE SURVIVED!!!

I used to think about that incident every time I walked AND drove past that house, it gives my heart some relief knowing that he is ok

 

arty: excellent news