Do you ever just feel like crying?

Do you ever just feel like everything and its mother is coming at you all at once and you just want to break down and cry?
Stuff like your bills being behind and not knowing how the hell you're going to pay them because work has been slow?
Then, to top it off, you have no health or dental insurance, and you've got a mouth full of fillings in the back that are all coming loose or out and it hurts really bad to eat. Like, really bad.
And your four year old niece will NOT mind and you tell her to stop banging and she just keeps doing it. And you want to poke your own eyeballs out with a screwdriver. Ok, not literally.
You feel like going back to bed because you just cannot take much more. Family members seem to think it's too much trouble to come to whatever room you're in, so they yell your name about a thousand damn times from the other end of the house.
Ok, now I am giggling over that last one. Might have actually cheered me up a little thinking about it. My family is nuts, but I love 'em.
Uggg. Just shoot me. I swear.

 

hmm ijust never really worry bout stuff like that..my bills are so out of control, i have a way of dealling withem..i just dont bother even checking the mail...
ya cant letthe little things in life get u down..the pain yes icanunderstand..but bills & suchjust arent important..at least tome
go sit under youyr favorite tree & just enjoy being you

 

I get like that, then I cry and things work themselves out but these things take time, just keep working at it.

I hate when life bogs me down but I always manage to find a way to get through it....

 

man somethin must be in the hip forums water or somethin,, cause this is like the 5th whiney por pitiful me post ive seen today here.

an this aint yer averadge pitty me,, its like the "my life is worse than yours" pitty me threads..

not since lynsey has quit postin near as much have i seen such a whine fest here..

 

my family does that too
annoying as fuck :&
i'm sorry things aren't going so well **hugs**

 

lets alljust have a great big group hug


hhb..love ubrother..but wheres the compassion?
sometimes u just need to whine & have ppl come lift ubackup again..whats so wrong with admitting ya feel a lil weak sometimes?

 

I don't know. I guess it just seems like everything that could go wrong right now is going wrong.
To make matters worse, I'm really ashamed to even admit this, but I'm itching like crazy and believe I have come down with those microscopic mites known as scabies. I've had it one time before in my life and it is horrible.
Most people think it's a sexually transmitted disease, but the majority of the people who contract it get it from the woods, or holding pets, etc.
The last time I had it, I got it from a wooded area where a bunch of my friends and I used to walk the trails. We all came down with it and it was a nightmare. You can get it from sex, but that's just because you're touching the skin of someone who has it. You can get it from just touching the hand of someone who has it.
I am so ashamed to even admit I think I have it, because most people think it means you're dirty or something. It is not at all like head lice.
It's microscopic. It requires a head to toe treatment with a special cream and all bed linens and clothing have to be washed in hot water.
If you have ever come down with it, you know what it is and how easy it is to get. I hope no one gets the wrong idea about me from me saying this. I believe if I do have it, that I possibly got it from the carpet of an empty home I cleaned on my job.
I just don't know what to do. No health insurance. I just need to get it off my chest and talk about it. Maybe I don't have it, but I swear, I cannot win for losing. Anyone else ever have it before?
I really don't want people thinking it's a filthy thing.

 

man i have compassion,,but skids 30,, she should be above whinning about scabies..
shit man your rainbow ya know where im comin from..

hey skids,, wait till ya get MRS ..
hhehhehehehhehhehhehhe

 

What's MRS?

 

shes not whinning about scabbies, shes whinning because its 1 thing ontop of another & its overwhelming...i've had weeeks where absolutely everything went wrong..& at those times small things can seem huge...

skid..never had em myself thank god..but i kno they can really suck
but u can get over the counter treatments..if u do have em..but i get dry itchy skin this time of year so maybe its thqat..if u treat scabies but dont have em the treatment can be hwarsh on your skin & make u itch more..so have someone check u who may kno

 

I just didn't want people saying, "Eww, that's nasty."
LOL. I'm embarrassed about it because that one time I got it before, I myself thought it was something really nasty.
I remember thinking, "How on Earth could I have gotten this? I'm not even having sex with anyone."
Plus, I knew I had previously been with the same guy for three years and didn't sleep around. Then, it was explained to me that it's contracted by just touching someone or something with the mites you cannot see.
So, I am just as guilty of thinking what I don't want other people thinking. I'm a hypocrite, it seems.
I looked it up on the internet and it looks like the only way to be sure is to see a doctor and get the cream for it.
I have no insurance, so I'm guessing it's going to cost a great deal just to get checked. I wonder if they have any of those low cost clinics in my area. God, this is shameful.

 

don't be ashamed, no one is going to judge you, and honestly if someone does judge you who cares, you really shouldn't in regards to something like this, let the fucks think whatever they want
and maybe come to canada our health care is pretty laxed

 

Damn, VG, that guy looks like he's having a seriously shitty day.
You know, as mushy as this sounds, I think most human beings can truly relate to that picture. I think we all feel like that dude a lot of the time. I'm thankful to whoever coined the phrase, "Awwwww, fuuuuuuuck!" for this very reason. LOL.

 

I feel like I want to tear my hair out by the roots, scream, and then collapse on the floor in a hysterical sobbing mess.

This is PMS for me every stinking month. I hope that bitch gets here soon because I'm going crazy, my hormones are off the wall and I'm ready to snap!

I'm sorry you're having a rough time right now SRG. Hang in there.

{{{Hugs}}}

 

I just feel like throwing and smashing things sometimes.:X

 

What does not kill you only makes you stronger, no?

I do not like that saying much but beneath the surface it holds some value. If you take it to mean "The more this happens the easier it gets" you are letting the point slip through the cracks.

To me it means that every thought and feeling you have that is caused by things you go through is inclusive to a lesson that should be learned. A change that should be made; both internally and externally. Decisions you have made have put you where you are. They have lead you to this time and place. They have also lead you to these feelings.

I look to this sole thought to get me by in times of strife:

If you look at your life and if you do not like what you find, ask yourself what you have done to get there. Then try something different.

 

Man, isn't it the worst? That's one thing I'm fortunate to have already suffered about a week or so ago. If I had the womanly thing on top of everything else, I think I'd end up on top of the grocery store building, dressed like a clown, and picking people off with a rifle.
Ok, so that's a bit much. But, still.
I'd love to get a hysterectomy, but my mother had one and was so sick for weeks.

 

hahahahahaha best mental image ever

 

Yeah, and what's sad is, there are people who would probably take me seriously and be like, "You need to seek therapy, cuz you're thinking about killing folks while dressed like a clown."
WTF? I have actually had people on message boards take me seriously over shit like that.

 

Eh, you're right, VG.
I do need therapy, because it's a much better idea to dress like a Catholic school girl and pick people off with a rifle.
I mean, seriously, clowns? WTF was I thinking? That's just insane.