Don't get Scizophrenia

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I guess it started when I began dropping hits ... weekly, twice a week even...

Those were the dayz...

Then I went to school right?

Acid and school don't mix.

Don't mix your acid with school, kids.

It's like dreaming in an institution.

I had a real problem with protecting my individuality.

It got to the point... where I became everyone...

Does that make sense?

A blown up ego is an AWFUL ego.

 

Acid is school.

 

acid is for those who are prepared, not to say that you were ill prepared, but ive seen cid and school work. i'm currently workn on it as many of us here are.

to the OP i feel like i know you, its very odd

 

Ive gone to school on 5 hits of 450microg. hits of acid. I dont remember past second period when the text book started talking to me by re-arranging its letters.
haha Good Times :]

 

taking acid in school is stupid. Just cut class and go somewhere else.

School is for those who want to learn not burn. You waste the teachers time and the students who want to get educated. there's a time and place for everything.

 

Yeah, taking LSD in school is dumb.

I think I just abused it.

 

do you mean specifically in class ... or like while you are in school you shouldn't even do it on the weekends?

 

Don't abuse it, basically.

 

Yes. I mean in school (class) during school hours.

I smoked weed in high school during school and that was stupid of me.

 

yeah. going to class stoned isn't that much fun.
unless it's band class which is SO much better.

 

haha unless its marching band practice...not such a good idea then

 

meh. i have a big problem with institutions and protecting my individuality as well. i mean, i honestly believe that we rightfully should. it's not so much your individuality that you need to protect as it is your love that you need to protect.

just got to take it in stride man. the second you lose your confidence in yourself is when things take a turn for the worse.

but maybe we are talking about different things.

also, take a break from tripping! lol.

why is it that you only have a problem protecting your identity in school, and not in your everyday life?

 

there is such a thing as too much

 

that would mean you took over 2000 mics. thats amazing

 

Sure, but another kind of school, without widespread accredation, and the reward of having documentation for having spent gainful time pursuing a goal in a structured environment.

I smoked too much pot during my college years. All I really wanted to do was sit around at school and play guitar and blues harp. My motivation to study was nil. I changed majors every semester, and eventually dropped out after three semesters, to take a job in "the real world" and BE "somebody".

Now, in retrospect, I see that I simply didn't appreciate those skills and mental abilities I'd been "given" by nature. I was great at math, got the only "A" in the class in math or science several times, and was a natural musician.

But the path of academics was not attractive to me. It was the left-brain side of things, and I wanted to "do it", not "study it".

Eventually, after some time in a commune, I married, had kids, and was saddled with responsibility. No diploma, but I got jobs doing electrical work, and it paid, but not as much as it would have if I'd completed a degree program. So, in a very real sense, my wife and kids suffered some deprivation because I hadn't had the cajones to finish school.

And I attribute that to trying to smoke pot and hit the books at the same time. Maybe there's a way to do it, but from what I've experienced, smoking causes that state of mind known as "couch freeze", and not a diligent practice of study.

 

Or get schizophrenia, it's a hell of a time...

 

damn you're cool. I hope when and if I'm your age I can say gnarly shit like that. You're right too. Not that I needed to tell you

 

Why are you taking acid twice a week?

Of COURSE that shit will happen. Acid isn't weed. You can't use it constantly with minimal consequences. It will screw your shit up real good if you abuse it like that.

I had a friend who took acid five days in a row a year and a half ago. He says he is still having relatively strong visuals.

 

Also, I seriously doubt you have schizophrenia epitaph, not exactly. Probably more like some severe form of HPPD. Acid will affect you strongly long after the trip is "over" - I'm talking months, maybe even years. I still had little bits and pieces of a trip appearing out of nowhere over a year after I tripped on acid. And I only did it once, and just one geltab. So obviously if you do it regularly you're going to more or less be tripping for a long, long time after you stop taking it.

One of the big hallmarks of a schizophrenic is that he believes himself to be completely sane. If you think you are schizophrenic then chances are you're not.

 

I loved getting stoned before going to class in high school my senior year.....Art class was awsome stoned...However acid made me actually want to learn in school when i tripped