Dosed..

Dosed 1 tab today... All I can say is my trips get better and better every time. (Snowboarding trip)

I learned alot. I find that I don't get too much attention anywhere else, so that is one of the reasons it is so fun for me to board on LSD. I have gotten pretty good, and it was very crowded today. So yeah it was a pretty good ego boost, but the truth is it was alot of attention that i'm not used to its like I was in the spotlight and shit hahaha.
I am a gnarly snowboarder, I just kinda wish I was more funny or somethin i'm still not the best with people skills so yeah, itd be nice getting more attention other than the slopes.

Edit: at the very last run of the day, i fucked up and smacked my head on the snow at like 40 mph at least. Yeah I think I caused brain damage mabey, I think i might want to wear a helmet when I go hard lol mabey.

 

sounds like you had a good time, i havent even gone snowboardin yet this year i really need to get on that
and dont worry about not being the center of attention always just be yourself and dont act like someone you are not
and that last part reminds me of a couple years back me and some guys were snowboardin and my buddy hadnt gone since he was little and he was on those mini ski things and he fell and hit his head so hard that he really did get brain damage... at the bottom of the run we all went inside to get food and instead of following us i just see him standing outside looking around like he was brain dead it was hilarious

 

Haha thanks dood. Yah that last crash of the day fuckin ruined my whole trip dude, like after that I was like oehh am I going to be dumber for now on this sucks.

Yeah, I gotta get better at learning how to be myself but you gotta be fun nobody wants to be around someone with boring stuff to say.

 

story of my life man.....story of my life

 

Dude think of something worthwhile to say jeez..

 

Like....we all poop. Total crowd pleaser. Keep repeating.

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Story of my life.

 

See that's the thing, I don't really give a fuck about trying to impress people with my words. I just like to snowboard, and I am just saying it's nice to impress people by doing something.
I mean it's nice to talk and have fun, but theres too much pressure for me to enjoy alot of the time. Most people I talk to are on a different wavelength. So, I just have to beat them in a race so I can be the best and thats all that matters.

 

Sounds like you give some sort of fuck. Increase dose? lol. Just kidding.

There is a lot of pressure, you're right, but that only really concerns part of you that is useless.

 

What if you loose? There is a difference between being cool and acting cool.

 

Lol that made me laugh.
But yeah, It does feel good when I get people to respect me for my personality, but then in the end, I'm just like wow that wasn't even worth the effort when I can get the respect way easier snowboarding. Its like I have two lives and snowboarding is my important one.
I think I'm just going to stop trying all together and just be a badass with a boring personality.

 

How come I feel like i'm the only one who talks about snowboarding? There should be a snowboarder section.

 

Hey dude. I have a boring as fuck personality. It's okay.

 

look at these boots

 

Are those baseketball sneakers?

 

I got the new world wide weapon and it's too fucking flexible...

 

Is that an artistic maxi pad?

 

I dig it bro, just be yourself, whatever you put out you'll get back right?

 

Yeah, I guess you are right energy. Nice largeamount and sweetemotion!! If i had those boots on that board id be set!! haha

 

I've looked a good amount into being more able to talk and relate to people, and attaining that wonderful feeling of having something worthwhile to say.

And I've come QUITE a long way. Literally from being an apparently depressed (and, in hindsight, actually depressed), completely antisocial person people would actually go out of their way to avoid, to the absolute life of the party.

It was mostly due to a very simple and extremely valuable lesson I missed as a kid, but was taught later by my good old friend Shrooms:

Smile, and tell the truth.

 

Bingo :coffee: