so in teh last few nights ive had a couple odd dreams. the first involved this very attractive vampire (always found vampires fairly erotic, personally) trying to seduce me but i was managing to say no because my boyfriend was in the house (though not the same room) and i couldnt cheat on him with someone else last night, i dreamt that johnny depp moved into our neighbourhood and had the hots for me majorly. he pursued me for a few days in my dream and finally his seduciton worked enough for me to give in and we made out, but i stopped (feeling guilty because i had a boyfriend) before we went any further this is getting a bit awkward though, i dont really enjoy having sexual dreams over other people with my bf in my dream as well, it just makes me feel rather guilty when i do wake up
had another (really awkward) one a coupel nights ago. dreamt that i got drunk and that the last thing i remembered was being on my bosses couch, then the next day had to tell my guy that i cheated on him. he forgave me in the dream, but obviously teh relationship was damaged (again, in teh dream). the house we lived in was incredibly beuatiful though anyway. i hate these dreams. they make me feel all icky inside for having my subconscious cheat involuntarily (if that makes any sense). i mean, fantasies and stuff are normal whatever, but these dreams always involve temptation away from my guy or having to tell him i cheated or such. really icky feeling
Well tell me something about my dream. I had a dream that i went down on a girl,and i totaly new what i was doing,which freaked me out. And it didn't taste bad either.Once i woke up i was so confused and i couldn't tell my mom about the dream so now im a little unbalanced.
christ, i would have never of dreamt to dream anything like that when i was your age so i wud of been confused too lol!.(back when i was a kid we didnt have bi sexuality given us on a plate u see!) have u been teased into being bisexual? or maybe been watching bi-porn? or do u just naturally have the urge to try it?
I used to like the qualitites of a vampire. i see tham as mysterious, powerful, charming alluring, controlling, seductive etc..... i realized i liked them because i had no control over myself. you maybe are attracted to them because underneath your self that is projected to the world is the qualities you see in the vampire that is deeper in you. perhaps you aint discovered them yet? obviously you dislike the thought of your b/f knowing you have these self qualities, 'becoming one with them' (the sex bit!)perhaps u think he would be most distressed if he knew!
It's just always crossed my mind. And I would tell my friends that im Bi, then i would say "oh wait im a lesbian" then i would be surrounded by lesbians and i got extremely uncomfortable. Some guy asked me out and i said yes, then all of the lesbians said " i thought you wer a lesbian,what the hell?" Very confusing,then i just stopped being everything and didn't care. Other than that,I even had a dream about my friend and I getting chased by this guy, and he only caught me and took me to his house. And i was on top? it should be the other way around,but we still had sex and well...it felt good, lol there was a lot of thrusting. :& I'm too young to have these dreams. Why do i dream like that?
