The couple of times I've done DMT I felt like I went back to my original source, which is God...not the biblical one, some sort of energy. Have you ever had a feeling like this? It also makes me feel like everything was supposed to happen the way it has. What could be causing me to feel this way while on DMT?
the dmt is causing you to feel that way. you are always part of the original source, the primordial energy, god, filters make your perceive otherwise, dmt takes away these filters.
yet i am not... i am everything and nothing... i exist only if you think i do... i do not if you think i do not... So it is that existence and non-existence give birth the one to (the idea of) the other; that difficulty and ease produce the one (the idea of) the other; that length and shortness fashion out the one the figure of the other; that (the ideas of) height and lowness arise from the contrast of the one with the other; that the musical notes and tones become harmonious through the relation of one with another; and that being before and behind give the idea of one following another. - Tao Te Ching
everyone has a piece of god in them. but only a select few are truly familiar with it and can harness its power. i am one of those people, but theres still room for improvement. i actually dont believe in god but apply my advice to whatever you believe in. call it what you want it dosnt make a smidgen of difference to me
I made a suit out of cookie dough once, that's probably the closest I've ever come to "feeling like a god".
anyone ever see the claymation movie the adventures of mark twain? the kids in the movie meet this angel named satan, they make clay people, bring them to life, and then satan kills them. then hes like, "it doesnt matter, we can make more, nothing really exist, life is a dream, a vision, all that exist is you, and empty space, and you, are but a thought."
Skipping dinner that nite I used 3gs rue 30 min before 40g b caapi (yellow) 40g m.hostilis. All powdered in a coffee grinder and simmered on a low boil for 20 min 3x in a fresh 1:2 lemon/water solution each time. Combined, strained and consumed at nite while my tribe slept. I broke the potion up into 3 half hour sets. After each purge which was about 30 min, I would smoke tobacco then partake another round of aya. After the third set. I felt this enourmous buzzing in my head that was like losing your hearing. It seemed that everything went quite. Then I heard this beeping and blooping, definetely alien. I felt this knowing that something was taking control of the enviroment to protect me for this journey. The next thing I know these alien tentacles came out of the ethers of regular reality and scooped me up. This is where alot of people would have freaked the fuck out. But I have waited my whole life to do this and it was working. There was no way I was pussin out. Then bamn just as you said. As soon as I was in DMT space my first thought was that I was GOD. I explored that idea and then I seperated like a embryo that splits into more cells. Instead of being GOD I became myself and GOD was standing next to me and he showed me many things such as things where exactly the way I wanted them to be down to the last gross detail. I AM THE CENTER OF MY UNIVERSE!!!
Yeah my first big flight, maybe a breakthough not yet idk. but i felt the presence of what i call the divine. Towards the come down i wrote in a journal the experience this is what i had to say. "I touched heaven, i touched god. I was transformed from an ape to a god. I saw everything I saw nothing. The great divine energy. I was overwhelmed with love, with acceptance, with renewed spiritual certainty. I was set free....some random bullshit....To vibrate on the divines frequency, to be in the realm of the gods. It was as if i went home after a long long voyage....Free your mind people, freedom is the only way!"
I used to live next door to Jesus Christ..He told me so..To which my dad replied."Buddy,if you're Jesus Christ, then Im GOD", so there you have it..My dad was God..