Exhaustion and restlessness at the same time anyone?

They happen at the same time. This is what I'm feeling now. It's the most difficult state to be in, I find. Sort of like an ADD coupled with fatigue.

I'm too restless to rest, and too tired to focus on anything. EVERYTHING interests me a little, NOTHING interests me enough.

I want to simultaneously eat, jerk off, take a shower, sleep, go jogging, post on RT, read a book, or do work, and yet end up doing neither. Grrr!

You guys feel that way? What do you do about it?

 

I felt that way when I lived in NYC.
I can feel everyones energy around me, and I got sick from being around all of those nervous people.

Lately, I only sleep every other night.

I'm just too manic to have a sleep schedule.

why?

not enough ganja.

that's my story, farewell.

 

I don't know anything other than busy cities, so that's not it. It's not environmental or anything.

Someone help me?

 

sure, all the time.
the only thing to ever take me out of that mindframe 100% were opiates.

 

i usually just wander around searching for things that interest me. i did that tonight. went to my room, searched for some of my economics books because i thought it'd be interesting to read something...and when i finally got to the damn book i wanted, my interest was pretty much gone. so i went and got some food

 

the people around you have more affect on you than you think...
you also might be awakening kundalini via meditation
and if that's the case, prepare for one hell of a ride.
but...I don't see the signs of her in you, yet...

 

that confused frown makes me feel sad.
meditate?

 

meditation is menacing when you're manic.

prax, do you play an instrument?

you need to flow the stagnant energy out of you, man.

do something creative...trust me this works wonders.

 

I think I need to come to terms with the fact that some days I need more meditation than others. I already did my 20 mins. this morning. But I should have done more.

It's the only thing that works.

 

I think I know that mall, zen. The one with the variety store. I bought a fan for my sister there with Cara- years ago.

 

I feel like a lot. I don't know what to tell you, usually what helps me is to go to sleep.. and if I can't, take something to help me sleep..

 

You are restless because you are tired.

 

RIGHT! Juuuuuuust like a baby fighting sleep.

Therefore, what a dilemma. All I can do is do nothing.

 

is it in New York?
to my knowledge I'm not familiar, I just put it up because it has Zen Arcade written on it.

 

Take something to sleep.. have a couple Benadryls.

 

I guarantee if you could bang on a drum with some people and scream your heart out you would feel "better"

 

I seem to recall seeing that sign in a gallery mall on Bowery. Past Canal St.

My favorite New York neighborhood-

 

LOL
smells like fish...

 

Fish smell makes me horny. True story.

 

Are you into girls who don't wash their vagina?