Feeling like I haven't lived my life

Right now I feel like I haven't lived my life. I still have many cognitive memories but in a purely emotional sense I don't feel connected to them, or my past at all. It's difficult to explain but I don't feel like the same person who created my memories, even up until yesterday. I have the body I remember and the same personality, but there's this potent and profound sense of disconnection with my past.

Pretty exciting, really. I feel reborn, although not in any positive or negative way. I'll wait to see where this is going, if anywhere. Perhaps it's an acid flashback...

 

I think everyone thinks they havent fully lived their lives

 

I can relate. I thought I'd be doing so much more, i thought I'd be so far by now, I thought I would have more.

 

the disconnection is past vs. present. oh yeah who solved that mystery? i did!