Not because he had a huge schlong or he was a porn star, because before he was jacked up on freebase he seemed like a true person that believed in what he was doing. It is too bad the drugs got the best of him and destroyed his life. I have seen many documentaries and interviews with him that showed a real person. Not only that, my uncle was a friend of his and said the man would do anything to help a friend out. He said he was a generous man and if someone needed something, he would give it and if he didn't have it he would try to get it. His life was tragic and sad. In the beginning, porn was somewhat of a new thing and he believed it was his calling. As a former drug addict, I can understand that drugs can put you in a horrible position. Just thought I'd share. I would like to start some type of memorial site for him. His story was sad. It shows a real person caught up in a bad thing.
Sounds almost like you're ashamed of this. Maybe since it's in true confessions. Why? Because he was a pornstar? If he was a good person he was a good person regardless of profession.