Fuck... this is so disturbing... I don't think this is for mortal eyes

I'm like this, too. Some might even call me a death hag, and I share it with very few people (ie: my fiance and a few people online), because like you say, few people understand. They either think you're goth or suicidal or looking for attention or gonna shoot up the place, and it's really not true. I am generally a happy person, have highs and lows like everyone, wear rainbows and tie dye or corduroys and argyle, depending on the situation. I'm not about to buy a gun and let loose on innocent people. I'm not going to paint my face white and wear black lipstick and listen to Iced Earth. I'm just curious. There's a difference between being obsessed with death and being fascinated with what happens to people when they die. I think that's as natural as anything, to be curious about what happens during that mysterious transition.
The only time I ever feel bad is when I think about that person's family, and the fact that they have to live with this footage existing, or worse that someone will send it to them (like that girl who got drunk and wrapped her dad's sports car around a telephone pole- THAT was narsty, and I feel SO bad for her family having to see them).
All that said, I know I have a limit. And this video may be it. I haven't seen it, but every time it comes up, I struggle with whether or not I will watch the infamous Budd Dwyer vid... Not today, methinks. Maybe tomorrow. But maybe not.

 

I know what you're talking about, those pictures are on bestgore! It's kinda twisted that people sent those pictures to her parents, that's shit grieving parents just don't need to see.

 

http://www.bestgore.com/murder/dnep...rder-guy-hammer-screwdriver-real-snuff-video/

 

http://www.iraqwarlogs.com/2010/10/21/the-leaked-us-files-and-what-they-mean/

 

Yeah.....fukt

 

that one is a soft link, compared to some others..

 

Oh, I'm sure there's some fukt up videos from the war, and I'm sure it's much worse than anything else posted in this thread.

 

If TopNotch says it's fucked, I'm not looking...

 

Same. lol

 

the video itself wasn't fucked, its message is though

 

You convinced me to watch it. It does not surprise me.

 

Indeed. That last link I posted though......that is FUKT. It's the "three guys one hammer" video.