i quit using a lot of addictive substances over the last few months, and its affecting me quite negativly.im having horrid trouble sleeping at night, and when i do sleep it is interupted by vivid nightmares. Also i keep getting tremmors and vision blackouts. Now when trying to comunicate with people i have to think alot about what im saying...its like i lost my memory of words, setence structure and so forth...im fucked! should i just go back on the junk? atleast i was still capabul of working then.......also i havent mentioned this to any doctor because i dont want to answer there questions about what substances i was using and whar i got them from.....because there arnt many people in town who aquire them legaly, and my buddy who sold them to me constantly ran out.....dont want them to catch on and cut him off..........IM FUCKED, FUCKED, FUCKED! and i cant take it much longer
if you quit in the first place, you obviously quit for a reason. it'll get better. get a pretty girl, like johnny cash did, to watch you sweat an look like shit and function like an idiot. id do that if i was a crackhead trying to be an ex crackhead.
it takes along time for your mind and body to recover from the abuses... What you put into your body eventually has to work its way back out somehow.... a few more months and ya may be functional again,, but on the other hand do you actually believe you were functioning better while addicted or was it just blinders n now that you are free from them you are realizing what the fool you had really become and now find it quite repulsive....
Yeah, when I got off coke for good, it took me like a year to get my mind back in order. Stay off it because you are probably stupider on them and you just don't realize it.
