There's this guy I used to fancy when I was younger. Well fancy is an understatement, I had a mega crush on him at school and I was convinced I loved him, from the moment I laid eyes on him (as corny as it sounds). This crush lasted for several years and we were really good friends and got on well with each other, but I never had the guts to tell him. Anyway, that was years ago now, now I am married and very in love with my husband. But still, every now and then this guy appears in my dreams, not in a romantic way, but in my dreams I'm still attracted to him. And there is a part of me that wonders what things would have been like if I had told him how I felt all those years ago.
I don't know. Maybe in some way I do. Either that or the memory of being in love with him. But yeah, even though I have not seen him for yeeears I still have feelings for him.
