Getting fucked up

is sometimes just the answer...i tried healthy ways:took my dogs for a walk, did downward dog and all I could think of was sex from behind. I ate frozen yogurt, but then I had to smoke a bowl and take a xanax because i was afraid i was going to do something crazy like quit my job or break stuff.what's your unhealthy vice?

 

I like weed. a lot.
i'm okay with it though.

 

everybody needs a head change

 

:cheers2:

 

does it ever make you feel stupid? SOmetimes weed makes me feel dumb, not when I am high, but the next day.

 

a lot of people feel this
but ganja has always enhanced my creative and intellectual abilities . .

so yeah

 

i feel great when I am stoned, can do crazy shit like refinish furniture and sew cool things. I can't do either of those when I am not stoned. It's almost like I don't know how. But, I think I am feeling burnt out the next day.

 

i'd say drinking

 

i smoke way too much weed and drink more than i should too. and masturbation, while not necessarily unhealthy, does take up way too much of my time as well.

and yes, i'm infinitely stupider since i started smoking habitually.

 

If I smoke a lot of mids, it doesn't really make me feel dumb, but I can definitely tell that i'm a little slower and when i'm not high i just want to smoke more.
but like with headies i don't get that at all, i just feel great all the time, whether i'm high or not.

 

and yea, i feel pretty burnt out after smoking now. i woke up today feeling like shit. after eating and moving around a bit, i felt better, but i had to take a nap pretty much as soon as i woke up haha

 

I had weed once, I thought it was great, but, generally, I just masturbate entirely too much.

 

Lets see smoking weed- lots of it.

Drinking to excess.

Putting myself in dangerous situations.

Waisting way to much time on HF.

I am sure I missed something.

 

ha, i'm not sure how i forgot that one

 

pizza...i always want to order pizza when i am depressed. Maybe that's because I get stoned when I am depressed or anxious?I need to see a psychiatrist...I just can't bring myself to make the call. I don't want to talk about everything all over again. I get horribly physically ill (like strep or pneumonia everytime I see a new therapist/psychiatrist

 

Sooooooooooooooo much! When I smoke it at night, I cant get up in the morning, cause I was too wired to fall asleep, and too horny, so I have sex until the wee hours ... I hate getting up and have apot hangover most mornings. I gag every morning. I am kind of dim witted at work, my spelling sucks, and I have NO memory for names.

In superhigh me the guy didnt really have any ill effects from smoking pot, so I know the long term effects are minimal.

 

I get so hyper off of pot too. i do feel better, but i feel flat like ben steinWhy did you and I never become friends? I have always liked you, but it has seemed at times that maybe you don't like me?

 

cause you got mad that I dissed marriage -repeatedly.

 

do you think I should check myself into a psych hospital? I mean 3 days to clear my head would be sweet.

 

no, even before that. Anyway I like you and your dogs.