God DAMN I need a cigarette!!!! :(

I've quit smoking now for about a week, and oh my god I wanna smoke! I know all the bad bad consequences, and I've even put repulsive images up around my home so I can SEE the REALITY of it all...hehe. But I'm starting to not care!. And I know the worst of the worst..but I don't care now. Fill my lungs with tar and let me smoke!! Mood of today: ANGRY!! hehe.

Marie-Clare xxx

 

it sounds a bit overtly hippyish i know... but try meditation maybe?... it's helping me

Although I havent quite managed to quit yet

But its helping a bit..... i think

 

Grr! Don't laugh at the people addicted to clouds of smoke!! very very serious matter! Clouds of smoke!! hehe.

Might try meditation actually! hehe. I've just been drinking my camomile tea and telling myself 'a habit is just a habit' - but now I know that and wanna smoke anyway! lol. I haven't been smoking at all, but I cheated yesterday and had 5! oops..my excuse is i'm moving to Devon by next week and it was one of last times I was gonna see a close friend. It was either smoke, or be angry! I had no choice. Did I mention angry? angry angry angry...hehe.

Marie-Clare xxx

 

I'm up to day...3 of the non-smoking fun. Keep the faith!

 

You know what, I need one too. I'm going outside to have one.

 

*POKE* grrrrr

 

I make it a point to kick people's asses who laugh at smokers. Everyone has a vice. So do you only we don't point and laugh at you.

 

Yeah, coz I'm sure you never made a single mistake in your life. I guess you were lucky and your mistakes didn't happen to be addictive.

 

This guy really needs the paramount comedy channel.

 

I wish I was dillisuional...then I could just imagine me smoking the fantastic marlboro cigarette! Even though i hate the companies...still making something that hurts people! NOT cool. i loooove the cigarette! Grr...what did they do to me!!! teehee.

 

*ponders cigarette*

mmmmm... fatal.

*drools*

 

Every smoker I ever met wants to quit. They just don't like admitting it.

 

Hehe, thanks I think I need lots of luck! Or at least...one of those plastic fake cigrette things so I can pretend! hehe.

I know a woman, who had such a bad depency and life was so difficult without...that doctor actually told her it'd be better if she just kept smoking!

Marie-Clare xxx

 

i wanna quit smoking, but reading this thread makes me want to go smoke right now. and damn i think i will. why did i ever click on this thread? dont smoke kids. its bad for ya

 

Damm was on week five till got hammered last night...Am well and truly back to day zero now.....Think i made up fot that 5 weks last night as well....Grrrrrr I really wanted to give up this time too.......Am fine till I have even a scent of alcohol and then I turn into a big cigarette loony.....

 

Yup I am fine without smokies til I drink!

I find I drink just to have a smokie now though

Oh life is so cruel

 

I'm struggling, been on patches, fell off booze wagon and smoked.....now i'm obsessed!

 

You alcoholics make the craziest excuses

 

tis true

But we are great fun!!!!

When we're not passed out

 

Its day four of the non-smoking hilarity. Time for some ironic details, I feel under the weather and have crappy sore throat. Oh the pain, the pain of it all.

But going strong. Keeping the faith.

Awaiting day six where i rendezvous with the devil peace-phichardNixon and Danny (Username escapes me) with the smokey vapours. ULTIMATE TEST.