god damn it

im so bored. it's not fair. i wish i had a car. and money. fuck fuck fuck.

or someone around that didnt have to sleep for seven hours... fuck

 

I'm pretty bored right now too.. It's pouring the rain and there isn't much to do.. It's going to be one of those gloomy/boring days..

 

oh today is still the best day of my life and that is why i wish i didnt have to waste it sitting here.

 

I wish I could do something today, but I went out and got loaded last night

 

when i am bored and at home...i start like going through my closets, rearranging stuff, yeah lame stuff but ya know, it me so yeah...haha

 

i should go get a J-O-B so i can get me a car. naaaah

 

I would do that, if my closet wasn't such a mess :& ... Sometimes I don't know where to begin..

 

haha, my hall closet is such a mess.. i have to open and close it real quick so the shit wont fall out ...
and then when you want to clean it you open it and then stare at it, what seems like forever, and you have this overwhelming feeling of where to start and how to go about it...so you just close it again...

 

rofl.. that's so me..

 

that is me too. well not my closet actually. i got that under control but most of my other STUFF

 

nah, got plenty of that today.

 

you dont have to stay there...go for a walk...how far are you from things

 

let's say it this way marie.... im far enough away from a park or a forest that its very hard to get there without a car.... and im close enuf to t hings that need money.

 

aha...where i am everything requires a car but its nice country air, otherwise

 

Do i have to drag up my "BORED LIST" again?

 

you don't have to have a destination to enjoy just going for a walk.

 

I'd go for a walk but I'm too pissed off at Ohio


I'm way bored too...and pissed off

 

up until now, i always thought seamonsters ate things like ships and sailors and manatees and such, but it seems like today somethings eating you

so whats wrong?

 

ha, well I lost my good job, and now I'm looking for a new one, but it seems I will have to settle for something that pays way less than i was making, but at the same time I don't really want to be here any longer...so I'm looking for a job in a place I want to leave

Thats mostly it, besides boredom and having little money

 

Trish,

Are you still with that guy you don't like?