I stayed up all night and I still feel this god damn speed in me.. AHH!! but its okay because I'm not tired and I still get some coffee
^ This. I'd recommend taking some benadryl or something if it'll help you sleep. If you have any herb, smoke, that usually helps. But yeah, make sure you do sleep, not getting sleep is bad, not getting sleep due to stimulants is a lot worse - since stimulants really tire out your body.
From: and: to: i really like you GangGang, but i'm old enough to write that i shudder to think about what the next few weeks of posts will bring for you. You've had a hectic week . . . hope you'll take some time off to integrate . . . (btw, yeah, things that feel that good are usually extremely addictive . . . it's all math/physics/thermodynamics in the end, right? - you can't get something for nothing. Sucks to pay the piper - IMHO not even worth the joy/price of admission.)
If did feel good, until about 4th hour.. -.- I finally got that terrible feeling of 'staying up all night' and was begging people for coffee because I could feel the difference with every sip.. God that sucked, but I'm back on schedule now thank god.. And thank you spicey, I'm pretty fond of you too Haha, but this week has been pretty calm so far, nothing really crazy except lighting up a bit.. But yeah no more speed it was terrible after awhile, I barely even did my work after 4th hour, just sat there. But I mean before was great then after happened.. It was seriously one of the worst things ever being that dysfunctional..
Cheers to you my friend. And right back at you. During my big "abstention break" this week i have been smoking as much bud (sadly, not much) as i can get my hands on and supplementing with joints of MAOI herbs . . . i just want you to stay healthy . . . the healthier we keep ourselves mentally and physically, the more we get out of mind journeys when we do choose to take them, IMHO, if you know what i mean. . . Peace & Love, Spicey Cat Brrrrp!
dang dude don't become a future tweeker. that stuff is addicting and you've already done it a couple times with in a short period after discovering it. save it for special events. go do it at a rave or something.
I guess some people are more pre-disposed to abuse stimulants than others. Whenever I do ritalin / adderall with my friends, they'll binge on insane amounts (one friend snorted 170mg of ritalin with alot of adderall in a day) yet once I come down from any stimulant the last thought in my head is to dose more - yeah I can completely understand why anyone would compulsively redose on a stimulant, but that just makes the comedown much much much worse, so I'd credit myself with having a bit of self control in that area. when it comes to ketamine, whole different story. the fact that it has no crash makes it that much more fiendy for me; you come down, hey why not do more to get you back to where you just where?
