Grimiest shit you have done to get your fix..

Don't lie , no need for name calling, i'm sure we're all sorry and i feel like a real scumbag and i know people going to look down at me but this is out of curiousity ..

what's the grimiest shit you have done to get ur fix ??

FOr me in the past couple months, i've sold all my shit , everything my family ever gave me for christmas/birthday, labtop, xbox, watch, ipods, everything nice i ever had or rare i've pawned off, the other day i jacked a hundred bills from the mother ( i will replace it i sweaarr) .. all for a few lil perk 30s ., idk if anyone will admit anything or they stick it out and dont take a hit to their pride but but what have u done ??




Edit: I Know fix sounds bad but i dont mean it as bad , i know most people on here get prescribed .. i however don't

 

you should get help

 

this one time I got a job, and spent some of my paycheck on oxys.


My job involved digging dirt, I don`t know if that counts.

 

I cancelled a college class I was teaching so I could be at my apartment to get my stuff since the times conflicted. I was still praised as one of the best TAs my boss professor ever had!

 

^ what he said man

you really need some help

 

but dood.. He says he`s gonna pay his mom back.

don`t be such a square.

 

He sounds like a junkie... he needs help..

If he had any self control he wouldn't have sold all his shit.

 

^ Sometimes even people with great self control can have it stripped away by the addictive properties of some drugs. Great people have done horrible things for their drugs.

What this guy did (stole his mother's cash) was bad, but perhaps a reply to help him figure out a way to get out of his addiction would have been more in order.

TO THE OP: Have you ever investigated Suboxone? You should look into. I personally recommend it.

 

idk. If there was better treatment available .some people dont take it anyway. they prefer the opiate disease.. only when they hit rock bottom will they realize then. even then it may take 100 revolving doors @jail, rehab, ect.. and then it still is not enough....

the only person you are hurting is yourself. computers and ipods are worth nothing. Ive seen family give other family hard cash in the hundreds for others to get bundles of dope, only to get more bundles of dope days later. after the first bundle sent them to rehab, they clean up and do it all over again.....

 

Yea but it isn't fucking necessary to hate on the original poster. He understands he has a problem, at least give him that. And clearly he doesn't seem like he would do it if it wasn't for drugs, so come on.

Anyway, well I've borrowed money and not payed it back, but only when real grease was involved.

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k0t0EW6z8a0"]YouTube - Neil Young - Needle and the Damage Done

I am sure most of us who have fought through a dope addiction have plenty of horror stories- - I cant even bring myself to type some of the shit that went down way back then- -

 

I think subs are too gentle for op. Needs some ibog....

At the very least, go to a doctor and ask upfront for an off-label script so you can maintain without flushing the REST of your life, until you get things under control.

 

I knew a dude who had the same problem. He was selling everything he had for some opiates. Finally one day his parents told the pawn shop to look out, he ended up trying to sell his tv and they arrested him. He went to jail for awhile, got super depressed from withdrawing.

When he got out he got hurt and went to the doctor. They gave him pain pills, and he did his whole bottle in a day. Supposidly he hasn't done them since then, but who knows. Hes never been the same since. I would get help before its too late.

 

how does a person get arrested for sell their own Television sets to pawn shops.. What people do with their things is really none of anyone else's concern .. If they havent taken anything of yours, ripping siding off to scrap, stealing your shit. Wtf is it anyone business how someone gets their money?>... /yalls in a bunch of motherfucking closet thieves anyways.. ive worked in security for more years now than I can remember and could bait you up in a second. you would be surprised the things people steal that have no addiction to drugs at all. :mickey:
Anyhooo.. Ive sold thousands of dollars worth of things, stolen property, and yeaps thats correct I work in security.. Ive traded stolen things with real police ,.. and we really dont need to get into how slimmy the real police are. But woooh now Junkie selling his tv set.. "LETS GET EM TO REHAB!!!".......

 

Its not there own, its the parents, they didn't pay for it. Just cause you trade stolen goods with grimey ass police, doesn't make selling your parents tv any less shitty act.

 

if your parents gave you a tv set then you have the right to do with it as you wish.. Im not suggesting you rob your parents,, So dont put word in my text that were not there..

Im sure most parents will enable the child to get more dope. there is an issue with control there in both cases,. In one hand parents may intervene, in another they may help the junkie in anyway possible. This may be because they dont know the disease and think the family member may die now without the drugs.. even if they insist they get help. They will continue to give them money and possessions for the other member to get drugs. Ive seen it a hundred times. Ive seen the family members get pissed the tv sets, plumbing was totally removed from the home. The junkie still lives there, the plumbing has been replaced and it will eventually recede back to that once again.,. cycling is the nature of this disease til the addict dies or recovers..
It the addicts decision. These drugs do not cost alot of money when used correctly..
Ive used enough opiate and cocaine in my life to know there is nothing youre missing by ending their use. or minimize the amount you consume. The best effect of both drugs work on a clean and clear body. not one that is continuously full of them daily..

 

I lurk a little in the opiates forum but don't post here. Figured I'd point out though that nobody is hating on the OP.

Just because you admit you have problems doesn't make the situation any more rosey. It's the first step but it doesn't make it all okay.

 

Troll?

 

suree sit through the computer screen and look down at me because all of you are so much better .. some of you are fighter pilots in the air force? I bet some of you work in the cabinet under Obama .. stock brokers, laywers, You guys are so perfect and privileged members of society, striking history in every move you doo.. I'm so sorry i started a thread for discussion and got ignorant responses.. I'm so sorry use to pray every night to quit opiates so i can get better ... i'm sorry i work and go to school and try to be optimistic about one day becoming in remission of pills .. i'm sorry i'm a junkie and that's all you guys can see ,, because none of you ever had a problem in your life ..
oh wait noo we're all different people with different problems, I'm man enough to admit mine and get judged for it .. good to know people are so ignorant .. wait you aren't U guys r all perfect i'm sorry

 

We've all got problems, it's just depressing to see people do that to themselves, and be almost PROUD of it, it's not ignorant to dissapprove. You, ultimately, do choose to. If it's that important to you, that your life not suck, take the step, don't wait a week, do it. Don't touch the shit. While I would say cold turkey or do ibog, there's lots of things you COULD do to avoid wrecking yourself. Ask for an off label script of the weakest thing (like codine hydros) to maintain and keep the sick off. Do ANYTHING but what you're doing.