Have you ever lost all ambition?

I mean to the point you want to sell all you worked for and just sit in the middle of nothing and embrace it?

 

Yes

 

Every day.

 

I haven't got much that I've worked for but after I broke up with my girl last year. I packed all my shit and bought a ticket to the first available place. The plan was to drink all of my savings away and then jump in a river.

Well, I did half of it.

 

I can send you my ex wife, I am sure you wil be running for the banks of that river as fast as you can.

 

Thats pretty cool redyelruc...I like your story...

also yank, definitely yes. its only natural. youre lovely.

 

Ex's, anybody's ex's are generally a pain in the arse.

Seriously though, I've often just up and left everything and went to the middle of nowhere. It's quite a liberating feeling, and sort of addictive, which is why I am a 33 year-old assetless bum.

 

I just cant help but make money it seems. I dont mean like tons but even when I moved to Missouri in a real small click town I made money.

 

Red, you're living my romantic dreams of drinking myself to death in Thailand lamenting my lost love.

I admire you.

 

it does have a certain romance to it. me? i'm sleepy all the time now. dunno why

 

no, never lost all ambition

i've lost some, but i usually gain it back

 

The shorter days create havoc with the internal clock

The darkness tells you the day is winding down but in fact it only 5:00 pm


hotwater

 

i dunno. i want to take a nap at 10AM when i get up at 6:30.

 

I might have lost all ambtition. I can't really be bothered to think about it.

 

*nods*

 

yes

i'm gonna just leave it at that rather than get into it

 

ok i lied

i live in a black abyss

 

for periods of time yes

but then like the seasons it has always come back (so far)

losing ambition to me usually precipitates doing drugs and drinking more

 

Hmmmmmm...well since we can rule out an Iron deficiency has been discredited by most researchers and doctors as the major cause of fatigue among women, we’ll have to move over to the couch and discuss the real possibility your suffering from seasonal affective disorder


hotwater

 

nope