help a shy newbie out?

so i have a friend and she smokes all the time, we spent 4/20 together with some friends (so she knows i've smoked) this year and it was pretty nice haha. see i'm really like, awkward and quiet and she nags me to talk more when i don't really know what to say, which is what would make this weird for me i guess. whenever we chill she always smokes (she hasn't offered if i wanted to too since 4/20) and i've always wanted to just ask if i could too but i'm scared she would say no and i'd feel bad. i think she sees me as like the little virgin to everything, but i haven't really talked to her since 4/20 (which sucks since i mean i love chilling with her and shit) so idk if she still sees me that way.

so how would i ask her if i could smoke with her?

oh and on 4/20 she offered to buy one of our friends some for her and the girl gave her money and i guess that worked out and i wouldn't mind having a little for when i wanna burn (how would i ask her if she could buy me a bit with my own money).

 

She smokes in front of you without offering you any ?

 

Well, for starters, make out with the money motherfucker.
If someone's interested in smoking with you for free then they'll offer. I'm thinking this girl wants some cash up front. =p
Secondly, iunno, find common ground with this girl and I'm sure the conversation will roll along.
Thirdly, smoke more bud. Usually keeps people's mouths flappin'.

 

Just ask her if you can smoke with her. Just be like, "Hey, wanna go smoke" or something like that

 

i think the reason she's never offered is because the whole virgin to everything thing she didn't wanna break me in or whatever..

 

Most stoners would have offered you some by now if they know you smoke.
You have smoked with her before correct, on 4-20?
Stoner etiquette generally dictates you offer it to anyone in the group when you break it out. If you don't want to share, you don't smoke in front of others.
Is she a dealer? Maybe she wants you to buy from her, but even my dealers have always been more then willing to smoke with me. Happy customers who know what to expect equal money you know.

But at the very least ask her. You will not get anywhere being afraid, grab life by the balls and is she says no, well you will be in the same position, without weed.

 

don't worry about looking like an idiot, because you're going to. Not in a bad way though, everyone has little quirks and strange qualities. Sometimes I go off on rants almost as pointless as they are long.

I used to hold back with girls, I sat back and tried to think of the perfect things to say. Now I just say whats on my mind, no matter what it is. Sometimes even if the thought sounds fucking stupid at first you just have to start saying it and let it just flow out.

The first girl that ever loved me, first felt attracted to me because the fact that I wasn't afraid to say ridiculously stupid things, to her, was a sign of confidence

 

Just ask her if you can smoke with her or buy for you! Regardless of what happens shell realize that your interested in partaking. There is a good chance she might not even realize you want to smoke again. If she is as experienced with smoking as you say then she shouldn't have a problem teaching you the ways of the herb. Ive never met a stoner unwillingly to spread the good word of mary jane.