i got 20 mgs of methylphenidate froma friend and snorted them. it took a while to come on (compared to normal snorting that comes on much quicker) but its nice im used to lots of caffiene, and this has the happy excited feeling without the edge. are you ppl gonna tell me im stupid and will get addicted, that im a pussy for using ritalin or does anyone else like it? i mean im sure other stuff is better but then again, if its better its more addictive and more destructive in life right? hey did i mention i feel good? i hope the crash isnt bad? ive heard its not...
ritilin nothing like a little speed lie up the nose - just don't hit it up - it's bad for stroking folks out - should just come down slow and crash - better = addictive = more destructive is not always so - have a nice rush (grin)
now im not stimulated but not tired.. just so comfortable, and my limbs feel tingly and i feel like my breathing is less heavy and like.. i dunno it sorta feels tired in the way that the stimulus is less clear but i dont feel lik sleepuing at all, this feels better in some ways than the stimulation earlier simply because its more subjective and feels pleasurable instead of exciting. i heard theres two stages though maybe this is jsut the second one and ill come down later im gonan drink some chai tea
well it seems tehre was no stage after that, it just tapered off. the only ill feelings was when my mum came to hassle me but i always get angry at her when she does that, just that i was particularly frustrated when it was coming down. i guess id need to take more to experience bad feelings?
Hasn't ritalin been taken off the market? i thought it was, but maybe not. Maybe it's still available in some countries. Concerta, however, is also methylphenidate but can't be enjoyed like ritalin b/c it's non-crushable (from what i've heard)
i snorted 5 today... it was great! only thing i didnt like was the feeling of pins and needlesthat i get in my hands mainly. now ive come down.. and im tired.. but you know whats really wierd? im finding it easy to jsut sit down and do my school work haha drawback is that while i can sit down and care about it, mental clarity isnt too great with reduced dopamine stores.
