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When I was 15, I took a couple hits, on starburst. Tasted the rainbow fantastic. So it was a good time, but nothing really special. This was a few weeks before I had to move away, things were really bad for me where I was staying, so everything in my life was cold. Sterile. Boring. Not special. So on this night, it would have been in May I guess, 2001, on LSD, I looked up at the night sky. What I saw was the sky, not like anything I think anyone else has ever experienced. It was exploding in stars. Millions of them, dancing through the sky, and even more so, raining down upon me. Raining down on the earth. It looked like the end of the world, stars crashing! And in that moment, I felt alive again for the first time in... years. It was so beautiful, I feel to my knees and wept. Nothing could ever be pointless when I was still alive to breathe at the end of the world, that's what I fucking knew. :biggrin:
