Hi guys

wah, my life sucks. but its okay! three cheers for weed apathy!

and also, i am no longer tied down in chicago! my poor car is totaled, my face hurts from hitting the steering wheel, i can't work because i'm a pizza delivery girl, my dragon bowl broke, other things, other things, other things that suck but don't matter, i'll be moving to california hopefully within the next few months. this should be my final winter in chicago. and its supposedly going to be the worst on in 20 years~

BRING IT ON LIFE. I SHALL KEEP RECEIVING THESE PUNCHES AND NOT REACTING EXCEPT FOR BEING HAPPY IN SPITE OF EVERYTHING.



long time no see, huh? well, yep. whats up?!?!?!

 

Sorry to hear about all of that.
Keep your head up for better days

 

i am. i try. sometimes i mope in my bedroom with the lights off and don't leave the internet. wallowing in my own chaotic, insecure delusions. and play lots of tool/APC/puscifer/tapeworm/all maynard related musics

 

also, just saying, this guy i really liked was that stupid blanket for halloween... and now he wont really talk to me, thanks for rubbing it in... >.>

but no, really. whatever! he can push me away all he wants. he was a good fuck. and i shall now be abstinent. i wanna get out of chicago, not tie myself down further.

 

I do that sometimes to, just sit in my room for hours and hours when im in a bad mood.
What part of california did you wanna move to?

 

i think northern california, although i honestly don't know yet. i would love lots of nature, lots of clean beaches and the ocean. i'll miss the woods around here, and i've never ever liked palm trees, but hopefully i'll warm up to them. we have been seriously considering attending oaksterdam university, but i don't care, as long as i can work with plants and get a degree in horticulture :3

 

haha yea oaksterdam one of my friends went their
seems like a cool place!

 

yeah? any clue what tuition was like?

 

Nah im sorry i do not know anything about it really.
I dont really speak to him anymore but if i do in the near future ill ask him some questions about it for you.

 

well, you don't have to go out of your way, thanks though!




wah anyone know anything interesting?

 

sorry to hear ya havin some tough times.. btw.. welcome back.. nice to see ya again

 

hey! long time no see, jokerman...

just got some good news, the organizer of peacefest, is going to give me a table for FREE at the february peacefest. !

i'll be selling bracelets and other fun stuff!

 

I did not understand this at first

Now I understand it

 

so funny that's coming from you

 

Nothing at the moment.. But i'll give it a week before you start another post or thread about some dude that dicked you and how he was an asshole.. yadda yadda yadda.... :biker:

 

Shit. You got some pain pills, right?

Then again, maybe that's not enough for you, living in Chicago and all..

 

chicago blows! i'm hoping to move soon, to live in california... i'd love working in a dispensary or really, anywhere, greenhouse of some sort would be ideal. i'd work at a greenhouse anywhere.


and yes, i am being melodramatic. most literally mellow-dramatic.

 

BABYJAY! Sup, long time no talk. Sorry to hear about all the woes but seems like you pushing through anyways. OH yeah fuck northern winters, get your ass down to cali ASAP, you'll love it! Don't be a stranger woman {insert toking smiley here} :biker:

 

Northern winters ain't for no pussies... only us hardcore loonies are pissed that theres not multiple feet of snow on the ground right now! Come on Jan 1st! I wanna be able to trudge through feet of snow in my snowshoes and be balls deep in a stream catching trout while its 5F outside! and/or snowing!

 

Snow is the only good thing about winter. Well, I guess that and how pretty dead trees can be sometimes...