I'm just too sencitive. Everyhing that people do infects me on some way. Last night i was out with my boyfriend and he was ackting weard. He didn't want to hug me, or kiss me, he just set looking at one spot all the time. When i asked him what is the matter with him he said nothing. After a while a felt wery bed, and i started crying. He said to me that i cry too much. And i told him that i feel stupid, and that the lest he can do is talk to me. But nothing changed. We went home, and i texed him that i'm confused. And now i feel even more confused, and i feel bad. Also, one od my friends, (she was my best friend fo years, but not any more) texed me to come over because it was her birthday. I felt week and my heart started to hurt because i decided not to talk , or have any kind of contact with her, because she said that i was usin her, and that is not true. So i felt even more bed, and send her sms telling her exactly how i feel and why i coulden't come. And now i have flashbacks of all our good moments, and of the meaning of our friendship durring the past 10 yars, and all of the things that i have done for her, and everything looks so meaningless because she doesn't care.
The source for your hypersensitivity lies in feelings of inadequacy. While you like yourself there are aspects of you, you don’t like, and when someone by action or word stumbles upon your little secret - you become defensive. When you feel comfortable about who you are - the world, and everyone in it can be a beautiful place Hotwater
