I can only be great

Considering I grew up poor, detest the idea of a full time job, and flaunt whatever laws I dont belive in, I lead a blessed life. I eat whatever i want most of the time (Though there are many time when I go hungry), and sleepcomfortably almost every night.
I live in luxury now compared to most people in the world (this is true for almost every North American)
So I figure, I must be on the verge of doing something that accounts for this privilege. My novel must be great, or some scheme ofmine must save lives or wildeness. whether I know it not not, I must be on the verge of doing something great. I am of the belive that Karma must be valid during one's lifetime. Apologies to my Hindu ancestors....

 

wow, what they hell was that? random violence...

 

i feel like im in some d.c. dark alley...

 

colenzo x is a 'benifical presence'. reputation doesnt count for shit in this forum, does it?

 

yeah thats why its pretty much been disabled.

 

I figure someone who's been able to post over 13,000 times her has not had much outisde world experience...

 

no offence crummyrummy (15,000 holy shit, do you even get outside) seriously, no offence, have you tried hitchhiking?

 

It means it's obvious to anyone what a cry for help your insults are. You must be incredibly lonely.

 

and i gave you an answer. yes i own a car and my point is there are options available to people like you who think they have no choice but to sit at home and attackpeople on the internet.

 

I work nights, I get off work after EVERYTHING is closed. there is literally nothing else to do...

 

well then, i appreciate your honesty. and can understand to a degree. my wife is out of town, so here i am argueing with you...

 

Don't know why. These chumps are average at best at what they are doing. If anything, you should feel like you are in a nursery.

 

what can ya do?

 

crummyrummy, what would you rather be doing with your life? is thid truly your idea of fun?

 

I dont know what i would rather be doing....

 

you too colenzo? is this your passion?

 

even if it's what you think some people might think petty or pathetic or sick...I'd rather be in a tent in the woods reading a good novelm or following a chipmonk...i dont have noble desires, silly shit really...

 

what's out of reach. we've been mislead. we have power greater than we imagine.The wool's been pulled over our eyes...

 

I wanna open a brew pub...with a microbrewery to supply the brew.

 

colenzo,what makes you think that's anything less than noble? all this bullshit about jobs and possessions and resonsibilities. fuck that. guitar and a bag a weed is fuckin A. when people strive for stupid shit like fame and wealth that provokes wars and insanity, those of us who just want to chill in the woods with a sweet sister by our side are the onew ith our heads on straight...