It is almost five in the morning and I cannot sleep. I have been laying in bed since about one, just laying here. My mind is everywhere right now... mainly thinking about this guy that i am utterly confused about. We are messing around, but i'm not sure if its a friends with benefits thing. At first thats what i thought it was and i was cool with it, but now im not sure if we are on the same page so to speak. I might be starting to like him as more than just friends, and I am not sure if he feels the same way. I know I need to talk to him about this, but i have not seen or talked to him in the last few days. I am just frustrated, really. Well this became the majority of my post even though it wasnt really the point. Well i wish everybody a wonderful evening, and I hope im able to sleep shortly here. Good night
