i dont care

i dont know if this is a direct influence of 6 yrs of cannabis smoke or not, but i find myself constantly in a state of peaceful indifference. its like the feeling of you get when you're coming off a nice heady high.

my car can break down on the side of the road and i'll have to push it a long ways, but i don't care. it doesn't matter whether im driving or pushing cuz i just don't care. i lose my wallet, i don't care...somebody steals my stuff, i dont care...people try to hurt me, i don't care...the last time i was angry was about 4 years ago. yea, believe it.

ive cut way back (from 1/2- 1 oz a week to 1/8 a week) and i thought it was jsut because i was high all the time, but spending more time sober lately, ive realized that i just dont care about all that silly little stuff. shit happens as it will. so dont waste your time getting mad or worrying about shit. none of it really matters. cuz it's all good.

peaceful indifference. anybody else?

 

it's a nice way to be..
i myself feel sort of the same way you do.
i used to care about every little thing and get pissed all the time and upset and i had a lot of emotions running through my mind, but last year i started to just say.. fuck it, who cares? and just try to look at everything in a positive way.

i don't know if you should just not care if people steals your shit and stuff like that.
you do need to care about SOME things.

 

I've been feeling similar.

We're all pretty close in age... perhaps we are growing up?

 

hey! i never thought of it that way.

awwww.. we're growing up. how cuute
haha

 

I'm not, I still fell liek a little kid.

haha!

How old are you anyways Placebo, you look like a little kid...

 

lol yeah i still kinda feel and act like a little kid, too.

 

i dont care in the sense that it doesn't bother me. i mean, i'll feel a loss if it's something i need...and i'll try to get the stolen stuff back, but i'm not going to get angry or upset about it. humans make mistakes. i'm capable of looking past and forgiving the bad things people do to me. doesn't mean i'm going to be a doormat or just forget about my stuff...but there's really no point in wasting time being angry or plotting revenge or anything like that.

 

No, I don't. I'm pissed off.

 

I feel very peaceful on valium and weed. Gimme a 10mg and a bowl of some heads, call that shit a day.

 

Give me a hore, and mdma. Thats a day.

 

Haha!! I hear that all the time. I was once told I looked between 12 and 14. However, I'm 17. My boyfriend, who is also 17, seriously looks very easily 23 or 24... and places will serve him alcohol with no ID. So needless to say, we're always getting these weird looks, like "awww, what a cute-- how OLD is (s)he?!"

 

im kinda like that
i get angry sometimes but after about 10 secs im like whateva i need a toke
ive made my peace to the fact that alot of people in this world are morons and i cant do anything to change it
so i just try to live life and have fun
alot of the time my friends will be arguing and will be like hey whats better this or this and try to get me in the argument but im just like who the fuck cares
and they see it that way too after

 

In response to the OP, I feel almost exactly the same way. Not to the same extent you described, but I feel like Im arriving at that point. It really bothers some people

 

i often watch people getting so frustrated at the smallest things and i just laugh. while theyre all spending time getting pissed i just move on and enjoy life.

 

i wish i was like that. i always have an opinon about something and sometimes it just makes me super pissed

i need to chill

 

im the exact same way....

...i would so toke with you natty phil

 

i get stupid little "fits" of rage every once in a great while.....but for the most part, i dont really care.

 

I hate people to much to be at a constant state of indifference

 

I think everyone should smoke weed for a at least a few years. It makes you more laid back. I hate uptight people.

 

LOL i like that one.