I don't think I'll ever abuse caffeine again

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  1. Duck

    Duck quack. Lifetime Supporter

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    after it wore off, it left me in a real fucked up state of mind

    I'm basically afraid to sleep, cause I feel like I know for certain that Iw ill never wake up, and the thing is, usually I'm not scared of death, but right now I pictuee it as some horrible soul devouring eternal pain type shit

    and I'm kind've afraid to live too, cause like, I don't trust me



    other than that, I feel real fucking groovy though :D
     
  2. J.I.

    J.I. WithYouInMyThoughts

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    caffeine is great. who needs sleep ? I certainly dont.
     
  3. indian~summer

    indian~summer yo ho & a bottle of yum

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    sleep is for the weak
     
  4. J.I.

    J.I. WithYouInMyThoughts

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    exactly. well said. why sleep when u can, lets say learn german or chinese. or anatomy in my case...
     
  5. Duck

    Duck quack. Lifetime Supporter

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    I actually generally agree
    hence, why I do abuse caffeine on occasion (though really, sleep deprivation is easier without the aide of drugs, I reckon)

    but I am seriously FUCKED in the head right now

    I don't like it at all
    I feel so demented and perverse
    but like, I don't know why
    I can't access the thoughts
    and that's what scares me
    I don't know what I am thinking
    I just know it's bad

    AHHH
     
  6. Duck

    Duck quack. Lifetime Supporter

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    if by 'learn ... anatomy' you mean masturbate, I totally agree
     
  7. J.I.

    J.I. WithYouInMyThoughts

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    Ummm...I actually meant learn anatomy as in learn 820 pages and all them bones, nerves and muscles. But ur way is ok too.
     
  8. indian~summer

    indian~summer yo ho & a bottle of yum

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    you can't access the thoughts?
    as in your thoughts?
    that does sound fucked...
    smoke a joint?
     
  9. Duck

    Duck quack. Lifetime Supporter

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    ^ no weed + mum is home
     
  10. indian~summer

    indian~summer yo ho & a bottle of yum

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    eat something
    did you take like caffeine pills or something?
    cause then seriously eat something, you'll feel better
    or drink some milk
     
  11. deviate

    deviate Senior Member

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    Well Im glad you dont live my life, you would probably be admitted by now. :)
     
  12. J.I.

    J.I. WithYouInMyThoughts

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    Maybe you should have some coffee... :reddevil:
     
  13. Duck

    Duck quack. Lifetime Supporter

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    yes, I did

    and my stomach kinda acidy fromt he caffeine and we don't have much food that wouldn't irritate it further

    but, I'm feeling much more calm now, just a bit... nervous
     
  14. Lady of the Freaks

    Lady of the Freaks Senior Member

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    bean madness...not everyone can handle it... [​IMG]
     
  15. Duck

    Duck quack. Lifetime Supporter

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    ew, I can't even handle the taste of that crap.
     
  16. lode

    lode Banned

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    Bam!!!!
     
  17. Cate8

    Cate8 Senior Member

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    That shit will really kick your ass when abused. One party this summer I decided it would be a good idea to pop about 7 caffeine pills at 3 am and I couldnt move for three days or I would be sick!!!
     
  18. Duck

    Duck quack. Lifetime Supporter

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    yeah I had 5 at 3 am =P
     
  19. stinkfoot

    stinkfoot truth

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    Oh what would life be without youthful impetuousness? I'm assuming that there was no other compelling reason to take the caffeine apart from "for the fuck of it"....

    I'm glad you're feeling better Duckman! I've never popped the pills- my caffeine abuse is strictly in the coffee form. I'm enjoying a cup as I type this.
     
  20. Duck

    Duck quack. Lifetime Supporter

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    I bought them wehn I was tired as fuck at work, and have slowly been using them since

    but I might just throw those last 8 out =P

    I did it cause I wanted to be un-sober, and after searching all stash-spots only found one nug =P
     

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