i get so mad at people in love

it pisses me off cuz i know i dont feel love towards anyone and vice versa. the worst feeling or conversation you could have with someone you loved is them telling you they dont love you anymore or breaking up. its so terrible and everyday i see him, it hurts cuz i know there is no attraction to me on his part. i feel disgusting when im around him cuz he doesnt think im pretty or that he could love me anymore. it sucks.

im ranting and i apolozie. love is only an emotion and i forget that sometimes.
how do you deal with the fact that you watsed part of your life loving someone then to realize it wasnt real?

 

You just need time. It takes time to accept that there are other people out there. But there are other fish in the barrel. You'll meet someone new.

In the mean time, realize what you're doing now was a little misguided. Never let someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option.

And on a side note, You're emphatically fucking gorgeous. Feel better.

 

i dont want anyone else though, thats what makes me mad.

 

being friends with him is hellah hard

 

me too..

 

It'll get better, heartbreaks a fad. When that phase is over, have you ever considered moving to Texas?

 

i think the problem is i have too many mixed emotions. i dont know what the best thing for me is, or maybe i do but i dont wanna do it

 

Go out and jog until you think your lungs are going to collapse. Then come back home, take a shower and get some rest.

Tomorrow you'll feel better. Maybe even better to consider visiting a handsome stranger in Texas. :biggrin:

Feel better.

 

I find that if they don't love you "anymore", it was usually never really love to begin with.

 

well hes the only close friend i have currently and we got to massage school together but the good news is we finish in 3 months. so i think i can hold out till then.

 

that love you shared with him

whatever it was

it wasn't a waste of time

at all

 

why do you say that?

 

If you enjoyed it while you were together, it couldn't have been a waste. Time spent being happy is never a waste.

 

Ups and downs.

Things will be good again before you know it.

 

that's the good side to being a huge loser; i haven't really wasted any time with anybody.

oh, he dumped you because he's gay?

 

:cheers2:

 

i love you. do you wanna lick tongues now?

 

...and the best post this week award goes to ...



...............miss A

 

Hate to use a cliche, but there are plenty of fish in the sea. No need to, as you put it, waste part of your life on just one guy. What's so great about him anyway, what about him do you love?

 

Not really